I've Loved and I've Lost (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 21

Chapter 21

(Ashley's pov)

I'm 38 weeks pregnant and I'm do in a week. I'm getting a little nervous and I'm not sure why. I can't wait till Alana comes. I can't wait to see her. I can tell Harry is getting excited too! Last week he set up Alana's room and painted it and everything. He did an amazing job! It's light purple and it has butterflies and flowers on the walls and 'Alana Faith' written on the wall in hand writing. It's absolutely beautiful! He is an amazing dad already to Darcey and Ryan and he's going to be an amazing dad to Alana too.

(Harry's pov)

Ashley is due in a week and I can't wait! I can't wait till I get too see Alana. I love her soo much already. I get to be a dad again! It's going to be amazing!

"Hey ash how you feeling?" I ask Ashley as I go and sit down next to her on the couch. "Okay. Alana is sure moving around today." I lean down to Ashley's belly. "Alana could you stop moving around for mommy for just a while for daddy." I say and kiss her tummy. Ashley giggles.

(Ashley's pov)

2 hours later.

I've been having contractions and I think Alana is coming. Harry took Darcey and Ryan over to Liam's so if she does come they are with somebody.

Harry just walked in the door. "Hey babe are you still having contractions?" "Yeah and there getting worse." "Ohh god Harry it hurts" Harry walks over to you and pulls you into a hug. "I wish I could take all the pain in the world away from you." After Harry says that you feel like you've just peed yourself but it was actually just your water breaking. "Harry my water just broke." Harry stands up. "What do I do?" "Go grab the bag and we have to get to the hospital." Harry nods and goes to grab the bag.

At the hospital.

My contractions are getting worse and they hurt like hell. "OH MY GOSH IT HURTS TOO MUCH" you yell. The nurse comes and brings a wheel chair you sit down in it and she pushes you to a room and Harry is right behind you. She gives you a gown and house robe to put on and says she will be back in a few minutes.

Harry helps you stand up and put the gown and robe on and you sit on the bed and the nurse comes back with a doctor. "Hello ms. bills and mr. Styles. I'm just going to see how far you are dilated and we will go from there." "Okay" you say. The doctor checks and looks back up to you. "Okay you are only 4 cm so we will have to wait a little while longer." You nod as the doctor leaves. The nurse puts a monitor on your belly that tells the babies heart rate and stuff. All the guys and Mali and Justin and the kids arrived and they have been in your room just chatting and waiting for Alana.

You are extremely uncomfortable and in an extreme amount of pain. You ask Harry to go get the doctor.

The Doctor comes in and asks "Would you like any pain relief Ms. Bills?" "Um, yes! I would like an Epidural please". You sit up on your bed with Harry holding both your hands. The doctor is sterilizing your back and she starts to put the epidural in. You are grabbing Harry's hands really hard. The epidural is in, and you finally get to relax abit. You lay back down and Harry has his hand on your head patting it. You aren't in pain anymore, you fall asleep. Everyone is still in the room sitting on lounges some were sleeping. You wake up and you feel uncomfortable. you ask Harry to go get the doctor. The doctor checks you and you are now 8cm's dilated. 2 more and you're ready to push. You are getting nervous now you are really anxious. The doctor walks back in and checks you, Louis, Darcey, Ryan, Justin, Liam, Mali, Zayn, and Niall leave the delivery room and its just you and Harry. It's 3am and you are 10cm dilated and you are ready to push. "Okay Ashley push when you have another contraction.... and go!" The doctor is counting to ten as you are pushing as hard as you can. Harry is supporting you by saying "You're doing it Ashley! Baby is coming!". You are laying there tired and the baby isn't out "Please please come out!" you say. Its your last push. "Come on sweetheart you're doing great, the baby is coming!" you didn't know what you were having. Your baby is out and the Doctor is untangling the umbilical cord. "IT'S A GIRL!" the Doctor says! Harry and you are crying happy tears, Harry leans over to give you a kiss. "Harry did you want to cut the umbilical cord?" the Doctor asks. Harry was happy to help. The Doctor passes the baby to you while they are cleaning her with a towel. You are still crying happy tears and so is Harry. Harry walks out of the room. You are back in your room delivering the placenta. Your baby is getting weighed and cleaned up. You are laying on your bed relieved it was all over. Harry comes back in the room and gives you a kiss. Harry walks over to where your baby was. The doctor was putting a diaper on her and getting her footprints to put on the birth certificate. "What are you going to call her" the doctor asks. Harry looks over at you and you both smile at each other. "Alana" Harry happily says. "Alana Faith Styles". The doctor looks at Harry and says "Thats a beautiful name". Alana was in Harry's arms, she was wrapped up like a burrito and had a cute little beanie on. Harry couldn't stop smiling at her. Harry walks over to you and hands you Alana. You hold her in your arms and smile at her, you have never seen anything so perfect. "I can't believe this came out on me" you say to Harry, he laughs at you and gives you a kiss. Photos were being taken of this moment."I love you Ashley." Harry says. "I love you too Harry"

Everyone comes in and meets Alana and leaves shortly after to go home and get som rest. Everyone looked soo tired. Harry went and laid on the couch. And I was just thinking.

Alana Faith Styles 7 lb 11oz She has brown hair with little curls and piercing green eyes. She looks just like Harry. Just like my other 2 kids. She is precious. Her god mother is going to be Mali and her god father is going to be Louis.

Alana is asleep in her little crib next to my bed. Harry was asleep on the couch and I decided I needed to get some sleep so I covered myself up with blankets and fell asleep.

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~Micaela! (: