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SCHOOL...

Great way to start of the day; I feel emotionally and physically aweful. I feel as though im drowning whilst everyone is watching and laughing, Jacks strong grip on my hand made me feel safer though. It must of been obvious i didnt feel okay as Jack questioned me in concern, " Are you ok Els?" I nodded as he continued to talk. He was talking about how hes taking art, photography, triple science and BTEC P.E for GCSE'S. Then the awefully loud buzzer went, passionatley kissing me against some nearby decorated lockers, which I loved him doing. He hugged me and looked reluctant to leave me.Once he had left i replaced my bag on my shoulder, as it had fallen off when we were making out, and decided to bunk school.

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I sat on a nearby park bench and hugged my knees upto my chest. Its been a rough year and it wasnt untill today i decided i will have one last relapse until I actually try to recover.

Taking a sharpener out of my school bag i started to slash at not only my wrist but shallow cuts on my neck too. I then went back to school.

school went slower then normal, but once school was over i went to work and apoligised for missing my shift yesterday.

i helped a total of 21 customers today and got paied £210 pounds i was really pleased and went back to check on my uncle.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 21, 2015 ⏰

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