You were my dream

Part 12

The next day at school Kurt still wonders if Blaine is gonna ask him on a date. He's getting his books from his locker when a note falls out. 'Meet me in auditorium ASAP- B❤️'He smiles and makes his way to the auditorium. "Hey" Kurt says walking in and seeing Blaine by the piano. "Hey, I wanted to ask you something.." Kurt raises his eyebrows. Blaine takes his hands. "I wanna go out. On a real date" Kurt smiles. "Really?" Blaine nods and smiles. Kurt brings him in for a kiss. "I would love that"

When Kurt gets home smiling he sets his bag down and looks for his dad. "Dad? You home?" He calls. No one answered tho. He goes over to the kitchen and a notes on the table. 'Hey bud, me and Finn are gonna be out, Carole is gonna be at her work dinners so you'll be by yourself, be safe, love you - Dad' he sighs. "Of course" he goes up to his room and lays on his bed. He just wants this to be over. When he is gonna close his eyes his phone dings in his pocket. Instantly his frowns turns into a smile. 'Hey, pick up at 7? - B❤️ K: that sounds amazing☺️

Kurt gets out of bed and heads right to his closet. He finds his suit that he's never worn before. "Perfect" he lays it on his bed and sorts everything out. When he's done picking out his clothes he looks at his phone. '4:30' ok so he still has time. He thinks of going for a run. He puts on his workout clothes then heads out the door. He usually never goes on runs but when he feels like it he gives it a try. While Kurt is running he panics a little, he sees people walking by giving him looks. Not everyone's homophobic but he still doesn't trust them. "Girl!" He hears a couple of boys laugh. He looks down and just starts to walk. He pulls himself together to make his tears go away. When he reaches his car he puts his head against the steering wheel. When's he finally had enough he starts the car and heads back home.

When he gets back down he runs into his house and up to his room. He shuts the door then breaks down. 'Why do I have to be such a freak? Why can't I just be normal?' He looks over and sees a bear sitting against his basket. He grabs it then hits his paw. 'Mommy? What is it precious? Do you love me? Angel, I love you more than you'll ever know, I love you Kurtie baby' Kurt then remembers that voice. His mom. He holds it to his chest then cries into his bear.

A few hours later Kurt blinks. He's still in his room and the floor. And his bear is still cuddled into him. He looks over at the time and it says 6:30. He lazily gets up and turns on the shower. While he's in there he looks over at his arm and traces over his scars. He looks away then puts lotion on all of them. When he's done he blow dries his hair and puts a ton of hairspray in it. When he's done he combs it one last time then brushes his teeth. He stares at himself in the mirror. He looks like his mother. He feels tears building up in his eyes but he quickly blinks them away and heads to his clothes to change.