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Nerd Alert • Tears and Slamming Doors

After the show the boys decided to stay at a hotel. So here we are getting our rooms. We're all about to part ways when Corbyn pulls me towards him.

Corbyn:You're staying with me

You:I am?

Jonah:She is?

Corbyn:Yea. If that's ok with you Jonah.

Jonah:No messing around got it?

Corbyn:Got it

I smile and Corbyn takes me to the room. I set my things down, take off my shoes and lay on the bed. I see Corbyn hover over me with a smirk on his face.

You:What?

Corbyn:That neck of yours looks like it could use some color

You:Is that so?

Corbyn:Mhm

You:Well I have been thinking about trying out a new foundation anyways thanks for the tip

I smile at him innocently. A small chuckle leaves his mouth.

Corbyn:Don't be smart with me

You:I do what I want

Corbyn:Not on my watch

You:So you think you run this place?

Corbyn:Yes ma'am

I grab his shoulders and flip us over so now I'm on top of him. I put a hand on his chest and run my fingers through his hair.

You:Not anymore you don't.

Corbyn:God you're so hot

You:I try my best

He sits up and puts his hands on my thighs as he leans in for a kiss. Our lips touch and move in sync. Both my hands move to his neck as he pulls me closer and deepens the kiss. After a bit, he pulls away and looks at me. Lust fills his eyes.

Corbyn:I need you so badly y/n

He starts to kiss my neck. I wanted to but I knew I wasn't ready for this. I gently push him away from my neck and look at him.

Corbyn:What's wrong?

You:I-..

I didn't want to disappoint him but at the same time I didn't want to do something if I wasn't ready for it. The look in his eyes, he really wanted this. I had to get out of this one way or another, so I lied.

You:I'm on my period.

Corbyn:I don't mind

Shit. I knew he was gonna say that.

You:Corbyn. It really hurts and having sex will only make my cramps worse.

He smiles at me and kisses my cheek gently.

Corbyn:How about I draw you a warm bath and we'll order room service ok?

You:Ok

He sets me next to him and gets up. He walks towards the bathroom as I pull my knees into my chest. I start to overthink. And when I overthink, it's obvious. I try to get the thoughts out of my head but they only keep coming back. What if I am ready, but I'm just scared? Or what if he hurts me, physically? What if he only wants me for sex? Or worse, I'm a bet to him. Maybe that's why he's been quiet, cause he lost the bet but now he has a chance to redeem himself. Does that mean the boys are in on it too? I get lost in my train of thought but I snap out of it when my name is called. I look up and see Corbyn.

Corbyn:You ok?

You:Yea I'm ok

Corbyn:You sure?

All I can do is nod. I didn't realize it but I was shaking. How long have I been shaking for? Corbyn walks over to me and sits next to me. He pulls me to him and makes me look at him.

Corbyn:What's on your mind?

You:N-nothing.

Corbyn:Y/n I know when you're lying. For example, you're not on you period.

You:What? Yes I am.

Corbyn:You always tell me when your period changes and the last time you told me was a few months ago. You usually get your period in the beginning of the month not the end of it. So what's really going on?

I look down feeling guilty. I start to tear up a bit. I didn't want him to know why I was upset. I feel like I'll disappoint him. All the questions in my mind but the only one I want answers to..

You:Am I a bet?...

Corbyn:What?..Y/n why would you think that?

You:It's been weeks since you stopped interacting with me and all of a sudden you want me and I-

As I look up at him, I see anger fill his eyes. I go quiet and gulp. I look back down scared of what he might do. I let a few tears fall.

You:I'm sorry

Corbyn:Y/n when I saw that guy trying to hurt you I realized that, I love you..and nothing and no one can ever change that. You can break my heart over and over again and I will still love you. The fact that you think you're a bet to me is just...

He was raising his voice at me. I got scared and didn't know what to do. I started shaking even more than I already was and I started to cry silently into my knees. He kept going and the more he went on, the more it hurt. I was scared to move, scared to say anything. I don't think he realized it but at this point he was yelling at me. Just then there's a knock on the door. Corbyn stops his rant and I hear the door open.

?:Dude why are you yelling so loudly? There's people trying to sleep.

Corbyn:What do you mean? I'm not yelling

?:Yes you are Corbyn

Corbyn:Jonah. If I was yelling Y/n would've said something, I-..

It goes silent in the room and all you could hear was the sound of me crying.

Jonah:You were yelling at y/n?!

Corbyn:Wait no I-

Jonah:You know how fragile she is and you decide to yell at her? What the hell is wrong with you?

I look up and see Corbyn in front of me. He goes to take my hands but I push him away.

Corbyn:No y/n stop. Hey. Look at me, look at me please.

I look at him and see tears in his eyes.

Corbyn:I am so so so sorry. I didn't even realize I was yelling at you I just-

Jonah:Y/n lets go, you're sleeping in my room tonight.

Corbyn:Y/n please please I'm so sorry I didn't mean to yell at you please forgive me I'm so so so sorry I'll do anything please-

Jonah:Corbyn stop! That's enough!

Corbyn:Y/n..