"ʜᴇʟʟᴏ, ᴅᴀᴢᴀɪ-"
"ᴡᴇʟʟ ꜱʜɪᴛ, ɪ ꜰᴏʀɢᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴍᴇᴛ. ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ꜰᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ꜱᴀɪᴅ~"
In which, a typical girl would love to go back to her original world.
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"Can't we have a sleepover~?" I asked brightly, eyes shining. The 'one-san's that were working in the brothel were all hot; too hot for me to ignore.
I looked at Draken with pleading eyes, making him turn his head away.
"No..."
I sighed at his words.
"Whhyyyyy~" I asked with a disappointed look, covering my eyes with my hands. Draken just ignored my comments and started speaking.
He said, "Get out, all of you."
"..."
I sighed, regaining my posture.
I don't know why there was such a drastic change, but due to the small plot change that happened, not only Takemitchy was able to visit Draken's home, but Mitsuya, Mikey, Baji, and Chifuyu all came.
Including me, of course.
It kind of made me happy that I was in the group.
I smiled to myself, thinking about how great it would be to befriend all of them.
I mean, maybe including Mikey.
"What are you even smiling for?" Mikey suddenly growled out.
...
Never mind, I will never in my whole life even try to befriend Mikey.
In the anime, and especially the manga, he was portrayed as a charismatic character, but seeing him in real life just broke the image for me. Sure, he was pretty cute with all of the kid meal flag thing, but thinking about it again, it would make me annoyed if I was in Draken's position.
Draken is Mikey's 'heart', so Mikey can't make rational decisions without him, huh...
Everything's so messed up.
Everything, starting from Shinichiro.
Oh, if only Shinichiro hadn't died.
Would things be better?
Baji, Emma, Izana, and everyone. Isn't there a way to make them live?
I won't call myself selfless, I knew myself very well; I'm more of a selfish person, honestly. Look, even now, I'm trying to think of ways to save Toman members, just because me and my stupid self doesn't want to feel guilty for doing nothing.
See? From the very beginning, I wasn't trying to save others because I wanted to save them. I wanted to save myself from the self hate and the guilt.
So pathetic.
Extremely pathetic.
I wanted to punch myself.
Is this really all I am?
Yeah. I'm just a selfish girl who doesn't want to feel anything uneasy.
