My Seductive Side (Xavier Possessive Series #1)

Chapter 4

Paulit ulit kong chineck yung pitaka ko baka naman may kulang. Pero I just think may nawawala talaga eh. Hindi kolang matandaan kung ano. 

Chineck ko yung oras at magtatanghali na pala kaya naman kumain na ako bago ako mag grocery. Maliit na pera nalang ang naipon ko dahil tumigil ako sa pag trabaho bilang isang call center dahil kay Dylan. 

Sinabe kasi niya sakin na tumigil nadaw ako sa pagtatrabaho dahil wala nadaw akong oras sakaniya. I didn't mind it at first kasi sa paniniwala ko na, sakaniya kolang ipagkait ang lahat. Gusto ko siya ang naauna sa lahat kaya naman kahit labag sa loob ko ginawa ko nalang din para sakaniya. 

Now I think of it. I look so dumb pathetic. I don't even want to think about it. I learned that you should never agree in a relationship that doesn't sees your worth. We are more than what we think we are. We deserve better, so if anyone makes you feel worthless find another man. We're too pretty to settle for less. But if you really love the person learn to lower your pride while knowing your worth. 

I think It's really better that we, Dylan and I broke up. Because our relationship isn't healthy anymore. Our relationship can't go any further from that. 

I don't wanna hate my past. I just hate wasting time with the wrong people whom I think I could trust for a lifetime. I don't know the mistake , I don't know where I go wrong,  Now I thank God that I'm finally free from the cage I'm unconscious about. 

Now that I'm conscious in everything, I'm going to pay the priceless price. The price is more than a trust. 

Tinapos kona ang aking kinain ng may biglang sumulpot sa harapan ko. 

This Jerk! 

"Hi, sexy.." His voice sounded like teasing. I look at him seriously. I saw his lips slowly forming into a small smirk while giving me the teasing look. 

"Fuck you! Leave me alone." Galit kong sabi. Binilisan ko na ang aking pagkain kahit nawala na ang aking pagka gutom kanina. 

"Oh calm my baby, You're seriously gonna be mine now.." Tinignan niya ako ng may ngiti at bumaba ang tingin niya sa aking dibdib. That made my blood boils. If only I could punch this man in public I would but aiming attention to people can only make me anxious and embarassed. 

Ibinagsak ko ang aking kutsara kaya napatingin ang babaeng nasa harapan ko na kumakain. I looked at her pleasing and begging. I hope she gets it. 

He chuckled. Halos mapamura ako ng umaakto siya ng parang sobrang gwapo niya sa ginagawa niya. He clenched his jaw many times at gusto ko nalang tapakan ang kaniyang mukha para patigilan na siya. 

"What the fuck you look like a monkey Jae, stop it!" 

Biglang sumeryoso ang tingin niya sakin at halos yumanig ang aking sistema ng bigla niyang hawakan ang kamay ko. My heart is racing so fast hindi dahil sobrang hindi ako komportable sa pag hawak niya nito. I could even say to myself that this is sexual harassment. I need some help! 

"Anong sabi mo?!" His grip in my hand tightened. Tumayo ang babae at halos magmakaawa ako na lapitan niya ako pero nagulat ako ng bigla niyang sinampal ang lalaki. 

My jaw drop on what I witnessed. Lumuwag ang pagkakahawak nito sa kamay ko kaya binawi ko ang kamay ko. 

Napa tingin ang lahat sa amin. Now this part is the most embarrassing. 

"Sorry, akala ko may lamok, mukha mo lang pala." She smiled awkwardly and sit beside me. 

The people looked at us in confusion. Hindi ko sila tinignan at nakalipas ang ilang minuto bago binawi nila ang tingin samin.