𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐫 𝐀𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 [Chaennie X Female Reader]

𝑱𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒚

•Chapter 24•

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[TW: R*pe]

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"Y/N..." Lisa called out Y/N's name as she spotted her walking out from the library, carrying books in her hand. Y/N ignored the Thai and kept walking causing Lisa to ran after her and grabs her hand.

"I just wanna ask if you're okay... Did they hurt y-"

"They might if they saw us right now. Lisa, please, just leave me alone. Do that for me, please?"

"I can't... I need you safe. I need to help you... Y/N, trust me. I'll find another way, a way that's not too risky" Lisa states, holding Y/N's hand tightly while she look at her straight in the eyes.

"You're putting the both of us in a so much danger by coming this close to me. Just please, please! I beg you, leave me alone" Y/N tried to pull her hand from Lisa but she held her hand even tighter, not wanting to let go.

"Let go, I need to borrow some books. Seriously! Please, I'm already tired of telling you to stop bothering me!" Lisa looked at the books Y/N's carrying and again looked back up at Y/N's face.

"That much books aren't enough yet?" Y/N furrowed her brows as she looked down at what she's carrying.

"W-when did I had these?" Y/N asked, not taking her eyes off from the books. Looking all puzzled, confusion can be heard in her tone.

"Uhm.... Y/N, since you came out from the library?"

"I- Library? I already went there?..." She looked at the Thai, With too much confusion in her head.

"Y-yeah, you're right. I already did went there... I- I gotta go" Y/N held the books with both arms while she walks. Biting on her lower lip, swallowing hard while her head wondered why she forgot such thing. Her thoughts made her unfocused on her way back to the class. Not even five minutes of her being away from the Thai when suddenly a hand from behind once again grabs hers.

"Y/N, I won't stop bothering you until you finally accept my help. I said, I'll help you with a new pla-"

"Look!! If you badly wanna help me because you failed Irene, then please fuck off! Stop putting my life on the line! I'll do this by myself, I don't fucking want more people getting involved in this. I can't still forget about what happened to Joon. Guilt has been tormenting me ever since. If someone dies again, I'll probably go insane" Y/N burts in tears, she pulled her hand hardly from Lisa and walked away in tears. She headed to the rooftop. When she arrived, she went to the side of the entrance and sat on the floor, leaning her back on the wall. She hugged her knees and rested her head on it as she cries her eyes out.

"Why the hell did my life became so fucked up?" She cried out. Her hands on her head, tugging her hair tightly while her tears stream from her eyes. She then looked at her wrist, saw the mark that's placed in her skin. Looking at it made her tears flowing from her eyes even more, every single moments she experienced at the hands of her abductors flashed through her head.

"Joon... I-I'm sorry..." Y/N mumbled. She flinched as soon as she heard a voice from behind, in monotone that person asked, "You still haven't forgotten about him?" When Y/N stood and turned around, she saw Chaeyoung. Shooting her a deadly glares making her whole body shiver.

"I- N-no, it's just... I- I'm sorry..." Y/N stuttered, she wiped her tears and approached Chaeyoung. As soon as she reached close to the blonde, she immediately wrapped her arms around Chaeyoung's waist, hugging tightly. "Sorry, please... He just, j-just passed through my head, and I felt sorry. D-don't be mad" Chaeyoung didn't said or do any response and just remained silent. And that made Y/N's heart beating furiously in fear.