I'm the mafia

Part 4

Jungkook's POV

« And why that? » she asks coldly « because you are the one I feel the more comfortable with. » I explain « really...., I will manage everything to meet you twice a week, is that enough for you? » she proposes « as your wish! » I answer.

« We will do this in my office. And -» I cut her off « not in your office! I want to go to different place where we can feel comfortable. » I explain « mmh and where ? » she asks coldly again « I don't know on the beach, in a park or even at a coffee! » I propose « it looks like more a date that a therapy... » she states « if you want them to be, then i don't mind...» I say smiling innocently. « No thanks. » she answers coldly with a straight face.

Next day

Y/n's POV

I had an important mission today and we have to move to an other city so doctor needs to come with us. Since Jungkook also needs the doctor, I have to take him with me.

« Jungkook pack some clothes for 2-3 days and come downstairs » I order him « Why ? Are we going somewhere » he asks « do as I say » I say coldly.

I was waiting in the car setting the details for the trip when he finally arrived. « Let's go. » I order to the driver. « Are you telling me where are we going and what are we doing? » he asks me again « listen I have a mission with few of my men and since the doctor always come with us for safety and you also need him you have to come. But you will stay at the hotel so just do as I say.. » I explain and order. He simply nods and turns to the window.

We finally arrived to the airport where my private jet was ready in time « welcome Boss! » the pilote bows. I enter and sat down and start to work, « sit where you want and don't disturb me. » I say to Jungkook. « Okay! » he says excitedly « why are you so excited ? » I ask « because first of all I never took the airplane and plus it's a private jet!! » he explains « mmh okay, enjoy then. There is food over there » and he runs to the food like a 5 years old boy. After an hour I was still working but I heard some noise grime the bed section of the plane. I went to see what was it and saw Jungkook sleeping but he was obviously having a nightmare crying and talking in his sleep « Noo don't hit me again stop that please! » he yells. I thought it will be better to wake him up and even if I wasn't comfortable I should probably comfort him too. « Jungkook wake up it's just a nightmare » I shake him softly. He wakes up brutally and looks at me with tears in his eyes. He just fall on me sobbing his face in the crook of my neck. 

I put my hand on his back rubbing slowly « it's fine, everything is alright » I comfort him. « I can't live like that again! » he sobs « Live like what? » I ask « being slaved by others and mistreated. I can't ! » he explains still crying. I knew about his past life, but I didn't take seriously since he looked fine. Seeing him in that state made me realize how bad he is affected. « it's okay, you will not. I'm here now and I won't allowed anything like that. You have all your rights. » I comfort him. He pulls his arms around my waist and hugs me tightly, his face still in the crook of my neck. For a second I felt like I was comforting a kid who lost his mom.He was so vulnerable, broken and lonely. That's why most of my men enter our gang they all lost their family, but with us we became a big family and this is our biggest strength. « You are not alone anymore you have us. » I say. For any answer he just hugs me tighter. We stay like that for 30 min before he lets me go. « I'm sorry... » he says his head low « Why do you apologize ? » I ask « because I may have make you uncomfortable » he explains « No, it's fine. » I say looking at him lifting his head with my hand from his chin. « When we land, go and sleep for a while. Tomorrow when I will be done with my first meeting we will go for your first talk. » I explain him after thinking about it. I will help him to heal and to take his revenge like I did for all my men when they needed it. « Thank you... » he says lowly. « Go eat something and rest. Watch a film or something to change your thoughts. » I tell him.

 Jungkook's POV

After all this, I was drenched from all my energy. I went to eat something and sat on an armchair. I didn't saw her coming back from the bed section, so I decide to go and check and so her laying on the bed. Her files was scatter over her. I took them and put them on side and cover her with a plaid. I sat next to her and watched her sleeping. The more times passes the more I feel safe around her. She makes me feel like she is the home I never had, the family I always wanted. But for her I was for sure just one of all the men she hires. She makes me feel so good, just being around her feels like having everything I always wanted. She didn't knew about the fact that I made this nightmare every time I sleep. I just hide how much I'm tired to not show that I don't sleep.

After landing, At the hotel

Y/n's POV

We went to the hotel, « Here's the keys of your room. It's just next to mine, so if you need anything just come and knock. Namjoon's room is also next to you so you can also go to him. » I explain him. Each of us went to our respective rooms. I settle down, took a shower and change in my pajama. Since I also sleep late because of work and laying in my bed and worked on my tablet. The time passes so fast I didn't saw that it was already 1:30 am.

 I was about to sleep when I heard some noise coming from Jungkook's room. I came out of my room and saw Namjoon out of his too. « Go back to sleep, I will handle this » I order him, he nods and left. For our security each of us as the key of other rooms so I enter slowly and saw everything was dark. I went inside and saw Jungkook sleeping but he was moving and sobbing like earlier in the plane. He was talking the same thing and didn't stop. I wake him up to see a crying Jungkook again. « Did you do the same nightmare ? » I ask him, he nods sniffing. « Do you do it often? » I ask again « ... » he didn't answer « Jungkook, if you want me to help you, you have to tell me everything. » I explain him sitting next to him « I have this nightmare every time I sleep... » he finally explain. « How can you have a proper sleep then ? » I was confused « I don't ... » he says « not even once? Like didn't it happen to sleep normally? » i tried to figure things out « once, a long time ago.. but i can't anymore.. » he says « why? Maybe I can help » I propose « no no you can't » he rejects me right away « why? You told me you are comfortable with me, and I am here to help you. » I tell him « maybe, but you can't do that, and it would be embarrassing anyway. » he continues staying in his positions « come on Jungkook. It's 2 am and we both need to sleep. » I force him « then go back and sleep. I'm used to, I will handle it on my own. » again not changing his mind « okay then. You don't know me but when I engage myself in something I do it until the end. so either you say what is it either the both of us won't sleep. » I say stubbornly.

He sighs and blush « just because I don't want you to stay awake. But after saying it you will probably change your mind. » he says « go on. » I say listening to him « the last time I slept properly was when I slept hugging a friend who came to help me. She was the only one who was there for me. My so called family killed her.... » I finally explain. « So you need to hug someone to have a proper sleep? » I ask making things clear « kind of ... » he answers « okay then. » I say putting the blanket on me too and lying down next to him. « What?! You are gonna do it? » he asks shocked « yes, I mean you are not the first guy I sleep with and plus we are just gonna sleep while hugging, right? » I state, he nods shocked. 

He lie down next to me, I put my arm around him getting comfortable but he didn't move so I grab his hand and put it on my waist « don't be like that and just get comfortable. » I tell him to make him comfortable. We were so close from each other, I felt kind good. My face was snuggled in his chest and the warm of his body made me feel so comfortable that I felt asleep right away. For the first time since my dad died, I felt comfortable in a man's arms. Why I felt like that with him particularly? I don't know but at the moment I just wanted to enjoy the moment and let it last forever.