Jimin opened his laptop and clicked the green circle icon. He typed in his email and password before clicking the search bar. He typed in "Jeon" and waited for the EP cover to pop up.
He clicked it and waited for it to load. He groaned in annoyance as an ad began to play, saying after the ads he'll get thirty minutes of ad free music. He's memorized it by this point.
Then the first song began. Jungkook's soft voice hummed before he began to sing to the sound of an acoustic guitar.
He smiled as he calmly rocked his body to the music.
But then the lyrics began to sink in.
He's singing about his love for someone. How he loves his features. Jimin's hands come up and slowly touch his face as his rocking stops.
He continues to listen to the music, taking in more of the lyrics.
That boy brings him joy and brings another man joy as well. He's singing about wanting to be happy… happy for the two of them.
Happy for him and Taehyung.
The boy he loves is him, Jimin finally understands as the song comes to an end and his eyes begin to water.
He happened to have the EP on shuffle so the next song that played was "Happy For You."
He covered his mouth as the song played. His eyes began to blur and burn, while also growing wet. He let out a shaky breath as he reached for his phone.
you're happy now
huge smiles and high eyebrows
all I ever hear is your laughter, and all I ever fear is that after all
the joy has calmed down
i'll let my walls down
and you'll see the me I've been trying hard to keep away
because all i wanna do is be happy for you
happy for you
because all I really am is happy for you
happy for you
but why is this thing in my heart, just going and tearing me apart
when all I wanna do is be happy for you
happy for you
ooh
oh god, why is it so hard
to fake it til you make it
keep the smile plastered on
because inside
my soul is shattering, my heart is battered and bruised
but i lie and say I'm happy for you
happy for you, ooh
nothing but happy for you, happy for you, ohh
and yet here I am, deep in pain, wishing it was my name
that leaves your mouth
and I feel so bad
i feel so bad
why can't I?
be happy for you
happy for you
I'm anything but happy for you
happy for you
ooh
Ring. Ring.
"Hello?"
Jimin exhaled shaikly.
"Can we meet up?"
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Pink Rockstar → KookMin
FanfictionJimin, a soft pink haired boy who's in love with pink. Pink everything. His whole house was drowning in pastels. He tends to dress in pastel colors like light pink, blue, and white. He's a smiley person and very loving. He's also a total rock music...
