My dad was a great man, he loves his family so much that almost people could hear and see what life he has thinks luck is always on his side and some end up envying him and others wants their lives to be just like his.
Like.." I wish, I can have that kind of life.. where happiness is.. endless.."
But.. for my dad..it didn't last long..
He..was fine at first and everything went.. great but one day he just snaps like a thread that has cut off on its own. He became too focused on his job and became more arrogant because of the fame he gets, he is not like the father I used to know.. now that he became too greedy and then I became the witness of one of his darkest secrets.
That day, I want to run away and hide from him but I just can't as my feet froze from fear and terror, while looking at my father's wrong doing... blood was on the floor, a dead body and his evil smile that engraved in my mind. I never wanted to become someone like him but it's too late.
Ako ang pinarusahan dahil sa kanya my mom begged them to stop this and wag ako isali sa gulo but hindi nila pinakinggan ang mama ko and that made her break apart but they promised something to my mom that if someone will love me and accept me from who I am they will remove the curse but if I will continue to feel sadness and betrayal..the string that holds my punishment will be thicken.
And they also warned her that what ever it takes I shouldn't kill someone at a young age or else the curse that was put on me will be worsen... but it happened. When my father knew about it, alala ko magbabago na siya pero sinubukan nga niya akong gamitin para pumatay, I was carried away that he might change because of his sudden change again but that was all a trick so as a revenge from what he did, sinabihan ko yong mga police about sa unsolved murder case sa aking grandpa which ako lang naman ang nakakita lahat, I told them the whole truth that dad is the one who stabbed grandpa and threatened grandma's life,I don't care if my mom would begged me to stop what I'm doing, the police arrested him and after nang ilang araw dinala na siya sa kulungan and I thought maging tahimik na aming buhay sa wakas.... pero hindi yon nagtagal.
He escape and that made my mom starting to become so protective on me but in the end
I kill my own father with my own hands and that day also I learned that even I'm not good at holding a knife there's a another version of me who is good at everything pero malala pa siya sa totoo lang.
And that's when things started to get real messy..
Bumaba na ako pagkatapos kong gawin aking daily routine at pumunta sa kusina at umupo, tinignan ako nang mga maids doon and may iba nang pa-panick at nagmamadaling umalis kahit wala naman akong ginawang masama sa kanila, lumapit yong mas matandang katulong namin sa akin at kitang kita ang mga reaksyon ng iba nong ginawa niya ito may iba nagulat, kinabahan, at nag alala.
"Iha may gusto ka bang ipaluto sa akin o may gusto ka bang kainin ngayon?.."tinignan ko ang matanda nong sinasabi niya ito sa akin, hinintay naman niya ako sumagot at dahil wala naman akong maisip ay sinabi kong kahit ano na lang at umalis pero nong paalis na ako ay bigla niyang hinawakan aking kamay kaya napahinto ako tinignan ko siya ulit at ngumiti lang siya sa akin, hindi ko alam kong ano ang iniisip ng matandang ito pero nagtataka din ako dahil kahit ginawa niya yon ay hindi ako nagalit sa kanya o nainis man lang.
" Iha kong okay lang sayo pwede mong samahan yong Lolo mo kumain sa labas.. " sabi niya at napaisip ako, and I remember something that is related to his health kaya tumakbo ako agad sa labas at hindi ko na pinansin aking damit, nong mahanap ko na siya ay nilapitan ko siya agad but grandpa seems very calm maybe he forgets something. " Lo, pumasok kana sa loob at doon muna lang taposin ang breakfast mo...dahil malamig ang hangin dito masama para sayo." I said habang hinahabol ko aking hininga, tinignan niya ako at ngumiti lang siya sa akin, " even your opposite to each other ... I didn't notice earlier na meron pa ring magkatulad sa inyong dalawa.."
"Huh? Anong ibig mong sabihin..'' sabi ko at nakita kong may dumating na katulong na may dalang tray, nilagay nila ito sa mesa at nagpaalam, then Lolo suddenly holds my hand kaya napatingin ako sa kanya, " umupo ka at Dito na kumain habang mainit pa yong pagkain mo at mamaya samahan mo ako...come on." He said at dahil wala na man akong choice kaya sinaman ko siya at kinain ang pagkaing dinala, grandpa smiles while looking at me maybe his happy looking me like this.
" Even you killed many people for many years, seeing you like this makes me reminds of something in the past *sighs* I hope I can see you like this.."
I hope happiness is endless...
I know many wishes something like this but everyone must know too that sometimes it's temporary..dad for all you've done..I won't forgive you even if I will die or take a painful consequences forever.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Untold Curse
Fantasy"I've never been wanted to kill in the first place.." I smiles at dinadama ang hangin " then if you don't want to do it in the first place then why did you do it?.." he said as he look at me, I face him with a bitter smile " it's a curse... that's w...
