the good boy gone bad

is she me?

"By the way, my children, the school is having a movie night, tonight. I suggest everyone makes an appearance for their annual report. You know the rules, nothing illegal, keep it PG," my lecturer announces to us. Kallie looks at me with wide eyes and a pouted lip, trying to convince me to come. I mouth to her, "Fine!" She breaks out in a smile and blows me a kiss, I can't help but smile at it.

After school, the group waits outside for me at my last class. "Okay, so, we've got Layton on alcohol for tonight, we just need to be careful so we do not get caught. Time to get fucked, bitches!" Kallie exclaims while walking with her arm in mine. "Should we go home and change?" I ask. "What? No, we don't have time for that, you look..fine," Kallie replies, judging my outfit. Layton joins us and spins me around, pulling me away from Kallie, I smile at him and he kisses my cheek and of course, places a warm hand on my behind. We walk together and converse with each other. "Your bra looks amazing in that shirt," he remarks, taking in my breasts with his eyes. "You should see this bra when the shirt is off," I flirt back to him and he whispers in my ear," Later." All 6 of us journey to the end of the rugby field, going into our secret hide out. It's the abandoned dress rooms, but no one knows that we've redecorated it to be our own personal drinking spot. Elise unlocks the door and flicks the light on, Kallie walks in screaming and shaking the bottle of vodka. I breathe in deeply, "This is going to be fun."

We all get comfortable on each other, Nate and Kallie, Elise and Sara, Layton and I, and well, Jace. Layton lays down on the couch again and I'm on his legs with this hand on my thigh, stroking me. Jace phones rings violently and he answers, "Hey man...yeah we're still in school...you know the abandoned dress rooms on the rugby field? Yeah, see you just now." "Who did you invite now?" Sara asks him. "It's just Xander, chill out." My heart drops and I breathe in deeply. "Fuck." The door opens and he walks in. He wears a formal shirt covered up by a sweatshirt and formal, pleated pants. As much as he looks as if he's going to court, he still looks so gorgeous. "How's it going, man? Good to see you," Jace says to him as Xander takes a seat. He greets everyone else except for me and I wonder why. I offer him a drink in a red cup and he shakes his head, "Don't drink, remember." "It's orange juice, now drink it." He smiles and shakes his head as he takes the cup from my hand. Layton must notice the unusual gestures and looks exchanged between Xander and I. Jealousy filling in his veins, he says, "Another game of Truth Or Dare?" We all nod in agreement and the game begins. As the rounds go on, Kallie has taken her shirt off, Nate has been left with a love bite on his neck and I've been titty-grabbed by Layton, which clearly gets to Xander. "Okay, newbie, truth or dare?" Layton turns to Xander. "Uh, truth?" "You like when a girl deepthroats you or strokes you off?"

Xander looks around the room nervously and I can't help but wonder, has he never been touched before? "Uhm, anything, I guess," he replies, selling himself out. "Oh fuck, you haven't gotten a blow job or hand job, have you?" Sara asks and tension builds in the room. Xander looks at me but I avoid his eyes, I do not want to be involved in this. Wildly, the whole room bursts out into laughter and crying, except me, I don't think it's that funny to humiliate him like that. Xander springs off the couch and leaves the cup on the table, opening the door and slams it back closed, he leaves us in despair. I look at where he was sitting and notice he dropped his phone. I get off Layton and tell the group that they're a bunch of assholes. I grab Xanderʼs phone and run off behind him. He's already halfway through the field when I leave the room. "Xander! Wait, they were joking," I scream out to him. He continues to walk, clearly dismissing me. I continue screaming his name but he doesn't seem to care. "Xander, I want to take you somewhere!" I yell out and he stops in his tracks, he turns his head back slowly as he walks up to me. "What do you care? You didn't seem to notice my embarrassment in there." "It's about reputation, Xander, let's get out of here, just for a bit." He nods his head and walks beside me silently.

We continue walking around the school, I take him up a flight of stairs, yet still, he is quiet. "Where are we going?" "You'll see, and you'll like it." We travel up the last flight of stairs, reaching a metal door, I pull out a key from my bag and unlock the door. When I open it, we're welcomed by city lights and cold wind, I took him to one of the only places I find peace, the rooftop of the school. He looks utterly flabbergasted as he moves before me, looking around and admiring. Xander stands in front of me, and I notice we share the same love for the city lights. Guilt overcomes me and the laughter of my friends keeps flooding my mind, I need to apologize. "I'm sorry I didn't say anything before, they're just not used to you, that's all. You don't have to be around us anymore, I understand," I say to him, playing with the keys in my hand. "It's not them, it's you. I want to be around you but when you're around your friends. You're a completely different person, a person I don't want to know," he replies back to me. I move in front of him, and call him to sit next to me on the ground. "You have a girlfriend, Xander. Why do you even want to be around me?" I ask him. "She's not you, Zahaira. She will never be you."