Hello guys!!!
Being a great fan of Mahabharat, I just love to write about this and i hope i don't disappoint anyone.
I am just writing this purely on my imagination and I am not aware whether there was really a conversation like this in the real story.
Now let's get started.
The scene she was just witnessing was throbbing her mind and was piercing her heart. Everyone in the world always wanted love and hope but this battle broke all those aspirations. The loud cries of all women, the broken hearts of young boys, the unbearable pain of all who lost their loved ones in this fierce battle pricked her heart.
"Why did this happen?"
"This is how dharma has to be accomplished?"
These questions were running behind her mind. Even though she was a queen, even though she was a princess,even though she was a great administrator, at the bottom of her heart she is a woman.
A women with all emotions. Above all she is a mother. Even though she knew abhimanyu faced a brave death, her heart always wanted to see his ever smiling face. All her 5 sons whom she gave life, whom was her world and refuge, attained death at the end of the cruel battle.
Of course she won, she did her duties. Of course she will be crowned again as the queen, she had established dharma but deep inside she was just broken.
The war never gave any happiness to anyone. Throughout her life she faced challenges but she never let her mental ability to lose but today she felt helpless.
"Was the life in forest better than this war?"
"Atleast everyone would have been alive"
"What I am going to do with kingdom when I don't have any of my relations with me?"
She was going down her memory line. How happy she was with her father as a princess. How her life changed after her marriage. How she was humiliated by everyone. How she faced hardships in forest life. But nothing never hurted so much than losing everyone in 18 days of war.
Everyone know her name but only few know how much she endured in her life.
Her name is Draupadi
The yagnaseni
The Panchal princess
The Panchali
The dharma patni
Above all
Krishna's devoted sakhi !!!!
While the battle was over,all arrangements were made up to go back to Hastinapur. All her servant maid was making all the preparation but she never found any joy in doing anything.
She just sat down with her mind engulfed with pain. She didn't burst out but sometimes their is a pain more hurtful than those unknown tears.
She knew deep down her heart only her friend can bring peace to her. Only her friend can answer her questions. Only her friend came to save her in the most difficult situation of her life.
Her sakha
While she was thinking about all this, a maid servant came in
"Maharani, vasudev krishna has come to meet you"
She was suprised.
" How does he come to my side when I needed him the most?"
"Please allow him inside" was her immediately reply.
She stood up and Madhav came inside. She gave a warm smile, a smile which can tell you hundred unknown emotions.
"Sakhi?"
