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"[y/n]
I woke up in a frantic state, thrashing about the bed sheets.
"Woah woah, calm down princess." Finn coughed.
I slowed down my breathing and brushed my hair out of my face. Dry tears had concealed stands of hair to my cheeks and I felt them rip off of the skin.
"I had a uh.. a nightmare?" I said sheepishly. I don't like being portrayed as a scared person.
I'm supposed to intimidate people, not to be intimidated myself.
"It's okay, everyone gets them." He said.
"Really? At the age of 18? Are you serious?" I said sarcastically.
"Yeah, I get them sometimes to be honest." He said, muddling up his curls.
"Oh."
I checked the time.
"It's early."
"It's almost 5. If we get outside in time, we can see the sunrise." Finn exclaimed.
We were still in our clothes from last night because we went straight to bed.
We rushed out of the apartment and down the stairs before exiting the main building.
We quickly ran to the park and sat on the damp-from-the-morning-dew-grass.
We made our selves comfortable as we re adjusted our positions and lay down, staring at the clear, dusty pink sky.
I almost fell asleep but Finn caught my attention when he ping attune sky and cried out slightly.
"Look Y/N!"
I lifted my eyelids and wow.
I can't believe I've never done this before.
"Okay, this is definitely my new favourite thing to do." I said through a smile.
"It's so pretty, just like you..." Finn said mindlessly.
"Hm, thanks."
"So pretty, like, Greek Goddess pretty! And I knew it from the moment I saw you at the log, the first time I saw you."
"Finn? Are you okay? I think you're just blabbing shit now." I laughed.
"You're so pretty..."
Finn's hand trailed up my trousers that I borrowed from him.
"You know, you look really hot in my clothes."
"Finn?"
"So pretty."
Both hands were exploring my body, caressing, memorising my shape.
Once again, he tried to take it a step further but trying to undo my belt.
"Finn! Stop! I'm not about to have sex with you at the park when it's 5am! Just stop!" I yelled.
"But, you're my Greek Goddess."
"Finn shut up! Just shut the hell up!"
"Y/N?" Finn questioned as I got up off the floor and started speed walking away.
He touched my shoulder but I whipped around and did what I'd prepared for creepy old men.
I cupped my hand and hit it against Finn's throat. He tripped backwards, choking.
My jaw gaped open and my hands covered my mouth as I watched what I had done.
It would not kill him, that punch, but it would paralyse him from moving for a bit.
With no other idea of what to do, I ran back to my apartment block.
I fiddled with the keys and turned the lock.
I stayed in my apartment for hours on end, scared that Finn could come knocking and ready for vengeance.
Our relationship was on and off constantly.
I don't even know whether we were friends or more.
I don't care, just as long as I'm not alone.
After being friends with Finn, I couldn't possibly go back to the psycho everyone knows me as. I could never do it again, especially alone.
We had skipped school together for the past week or so.
We had bonded so quick, it was surreal.
I crawled onto my trash littered sofa and buried my head in Finn's shirt that I was wearing.
It smelt like him.
I think I like him.
I think I really like him.
[y/n]
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"A/N — Only a few more chapters to go. If you got this far, congrats <3 ! My writing is boring and it's crazy that you put up with it for so long.
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𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐒 , finn wolfhard
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