Nicki runs to outdoors.
Nicki: give my phone back!
Rihanna drove off!
Nicki goes back into the house and goes to the kitchen and cuts herself with a knife on her waist
Nicki: ahh!
Lots of blood start gushing out of her waist cut and she starts yelling in pain until she hear a loud bomb sound outside.
She makes a frown and goes outside and see nothing, she runs on the road until she reaches her mom's house. Her mom was on porch in a rocking chair rocking Nicki's babies.
Carol: Nicki what are you doing running here?!
Nicki was out of breath and in lots of pain, she could hardly talk.
Nicki:....mom I'm...ok
Nicki grabs her babies and sit down beside her mom in a rocking chair.
Carol: why did you run here?
Nicki: because I'm depressed and hurt. I seem to hurt people now it's my turn to hurt.
Carol: Jesus! Why are bleeding, what happened baby?
Nicki: I'm ready to die! Take care of my babes while I'm gone.
Carol: Onika stop talking that crazy shit. Your family loves you and that's the only people you need. You don't need a man baby we got you now listen to me when I say this God loves you! Come with me.
Nicki follows her into the house and she puts her babies on the bed, she follow her mom into the bathroom.
Carol pulls up Nicki's shirt.
Carol: Who cut you?!
Nicki: I did mom.
Carol: don't ever do this again! Because you're the only one that I have besides my mom. We need you in this family, me and your grandma.
Nicki:.....
Carol: do you hear me?!
Nicki: yes momma
Carol gets a bath rag and put sore healer on it and rubs it on Nicki's waist cut that was still gushing out blood.
Nicki: oh shit it hurts!!
Carol: watch your mouth, and I know it hurts, take the pain, you need to get better, after I this, call your *clears throat* uh girlfriend, tell her you're staying the night over here
Carol finish rubbing then Nicki...
"First mom I can't call because she took my phone and second, she's mad at me and we are....not good"
Carol: bitch
Nicki: she is not a bitch, she had a reason to be mad at me and I love her. Respect who I love mom!
They sit on the bed.
Carol: I will try, I just don't like the fact that you're gay, I didn't raise you that way and I know you're grown and you make your own choices but I don't know everything that I want to know. I have alot of time to listen, just tell me why?
Nicki: well you knew about me and drake, we broke up because he cheated unfortunately it was with Rihanna, Rihanna said it was because she wanted me and she wanted to break me and him up. She invited me to her house, that's when it happened.
Carol: you're not showing me the appreciation of the way I raised you. Baby the only problem is you're not the woman I raised, you're not Onika. Why go to the girl that your husband cheated on you with? Its not that youre gay anymore now that I know. Its that you went with that girl.
Nicki: I know but I got caught up in the moment and we just were friends at first, I just had to forgive.
Carol: that's what I taught you to do FORGET AND FORGIVE but you did it in a wrong way, and like you said you got caught up in the moment...y'all could've stayed friends... That's what FORGET AND FORGIVE that I taught you.
Nicki: but all this shit I'm going through its just messing me up and I'm so depressed now, I don't know what to do ma.
