What about Our Pinky Promise?

Chapter Two

I woke up to a coffee smell, and I heard an Irish voice singing out loud. Niall. I brushed my teeth and walked down stairs. "Hey beautiful, coffee?" he asked pouring coffee in two cups, knowing I did want some. When should I ask him? Today? In the afternoon? At night? When? How would his reaction be like? Would he be angry? Or disappointed? Or would he feel betrayed? "Hey , Niall?" I asked trying to not look at him, my eyes glued like cement on the floor. I could feel Nialls blue eyes looking at me, I should've known. Niall has known me since forever, I should've known he already knows me inside and out. I felt his warm hand soft and smooth, touch my chin and lift it up. My hair came down and landed on my face. His other hand removed my hair. With the look on his eyes, blue like the sky, blue like the crystal water that sparkles in day and night. I felt my mind and my body going weak, his eyes hypnotizing me. "Hey Poison, you can tell me anything, I've known you since we were little, What happened?" He said looking deeply into my eyes. Suddenly I remembered everything that life has put me through, My parents, the night my secrets were out, Niall, Pinky promise, everything. "Niall, do you remember our pinky promise?" I asked looking into his eyes, by then his eyes looked away, looking at the ground, by then I knew what the answer to my question.I felt my eyes filling up with tears, once they were out, they wouldn't stop. The tears came racing down my cheeks, hot tears burning my cheeks leaving a trail from where they've been. "N-Niall?" I said as I could feel my voice get weaker and weaker. I couldn't take it any longer, I covered my eyes with my hands and ran to my room, once I got to my room I locked the door. My knees were getting weak, thats when I collapsed to the floor. I wanted to end everything. Niall could say 'cry me a river' and I could say 'i cried a river'. "Poison, please, listen to me, I-I didn't do anything, I...Poison please listen to me" Niall said, his voice deep and strong, with the accent that I loved, and always will. "Niall stop, stop lying to me I'm not stupid..don't.. just leave me alone, please, just go." I said, knowing that sooner or later I'll regret it. "P-Poison" Niall said, I could hear the sincerity in his voice, I could tell he cried to. "Niall, leave..now." I whispered. I hear his footsteps,then I realized.. he left. Who knew silence would be so loud. Or that sound you hear, when everything is quiet, and you just hear a sound, a lightly sound quietly that sounds like 'beeeeeeep' but its so quiet, you think your going crazy. I got up and sat beside my window, I sat down in my chair that hung from the ceiling. I watched the sun, the daylight of the morning, I reached for my phone, and putted on my earphones, I blasted the music up, with all these songs filling my head, all these groups like Sleeping with Sirens, Pierce the Veil, Maroon 5, One Republic, Union J, they filled my head with beautiful songs. I closed my eyes and finally, a break from life.