What about Our Pinky Promise?

chapter six

Niall stood there, just looking down at me. He smiled, even though he didn't like to do it in public. He leaned over and I slowly closed my eyes so he wouldn't notice I was watching him, but as I did he gently kissed my forehead. When he leaned back He smiled down at me. Since my stupid self did not cover the blanket , he covered me right and stroked my hair. Suddenly A big smile grew on his face, he upstairs and I heard him come back a few seconds later. He had a marker. He opened it and as I feared, I could feel him drawing on my face. Why? He grabbed his phone and took a picture of me. He walked over to turn on the TV and he sat on the other couch what felt like hours I could see him falling asleep. As soon as he did, i got up and did the same to him. I got a blanket and took off his shoes to he could go to sleep more. I putted on my shoes and got my car keys. I headed to the store to buy sometime to cook later on. As i was walking in the store, people kept on looking at me in a bad way. Yeah I mean I knew I looked so like "eww" but you don't have to be looking right? Right. So as I have gotten used to, I ignored them and placed a smile on my face. I got all the stuff and I went to the bathroom I washed my hands and then I checked my hair, and guess what? I had the words "shes mine! _Niall Horan" with hearts all over the place. Then I remember, when I faked sleeping and Niall came with a marker. I washed it off and drove back home to where Niall was at. Once I opened the door I heard somethings, I waked trying to get closer to where the sound was coming from, and it led me to the kitchen. I should've known. I saw Niall with his head in the Refrigerator getting out food. He didn't see me come in so I loudly coughed real loud and Niall turned around. "Hey Princess!" he said coming towards me. He placed his arms around me hugging me tight and whispered "Sorry for what I did" I could hear his voice shaking a bit "I'm so sorry" The emotions won over and I could feel the tears falling down like how Rain does, He hugged me so tight I felt scared, but safe at the same time. I never want to leave him. That made me realize, he's the best thing to ever happen to me. If I ever lose him, it'll be the worst thing. Crazy how one person can make the best and worst things happen. "I love you" he whispered. But I couldn't say it back. When we said it to each other we meant like best friends, but this time it sounded weird. He knows I don't believe in love, Will I ever? He always tried to convince me that its real, but I just think its as illusion. "i-I I like you to NIall" I wanna tell him I love him to, but I can't, I just can't. Doughts are racing in my mind, does he really mean it? Having no regrets is all that I really want.