HELL OR HIGH WATER [SLOW UPDATES]

TEN

WARNINGS: drama, more drama, criminal stuff, triggering stuff, flashbacks, drugs, smoking, teenagers being teenagers.

A/N: d/n= daughters name. h/c=hair colour , e/c=eye colour

Roman's thumb caressed the image of you, the photo was of him and you, every time he looked at it hanging on the wall of the master bedroom he shared with you it either made him cry or remember the times he shared with you.

He suddenly realized the saying you don't know what you got till it's gone.

Smiling softly to himself as he remembered the first time he meet you. it was at a pub.

Roman refrained from rolling his eyes. This dinner was going horrible. His rival drowned on about territory and other stuff that Roman couldn't give a fuck about. Roman's attention wandered around the room, till he laid eyes on a woman with h/c. Her eyes sparkled with happiness as she talked to her friend. She wasn't dressed in anything fancy just a jumper and pants and sneakers. Casual wear.

Roman felt his heart flutter as he stared at her. She was beautiful. He started to feel things he hadn't felt since Galina.

Roman excused himself, muttering something about getting a refill. He didn't really care what this douche was saying. Jey, Jimmy or Paul would inform him if he missed anything.

Roman confidently made his way towards her. He took notice that the pants were scrub pants. Noting she was a nurse.

When he finally approached her, he stood next to her, leaning closer to her. He raised his finger signaling another drink.

She turned her head to face him. Sensing that someone was next to her.

Roman felt his breath hitch as she turned to look at him. He could have gotten lost in her e/c eyes.

"I'm Roman," Roman introduced himself. She smiled at him. While her friend giggled like a schoolgirl.

"Hey Roman, I'm y/n," She spoke. Her voice was music to his ears. In fact, he forgot how to speak.

Lucky for Roman Jey interrupted. Wrapping his arm around Roman. Making Roman feel slightly embarrassed. Cursing in his mind.

"You rudely left before I could tell you I wanted a drink," Jey spoke, his eyes wandered to the two women sitting at the bar next to Roman.

"Oh," He gasped in realization. Roman's jaw clenched. Irritation slowly rising.

"I'm Jey," Jey introduced himself to the women. Checking them both out. Though he checked y/n more than her friend. That made Roman even more irritated as well as jealous.

"Y/n, this is my friend Ina," Y/n introduced herself and her friend. Giving Jey a polite smile. Jey took his bottom lip in between his teeth. Making Roman glare at him.

Jey was about to say something but Roman interrupted. He had to get Jey away from y/n.

"Let's go back to the table," Roman commanded. Jey pouted.

"But my drink and I want to get to know these ladies more," Jey whined.

"Course you do," Roman muttered.

"I'll see you around," Roman spoke to y/n, guiding Jey away from y/n, making her flick an eyebrow up....

Roman suddenly was in the present. Wiping his tears away.

"He is going to pay for your death," Roman promised. Leaning close to the photo. Pressing a soft kiss on the picture of you, before walking away. Composing himself before he left the room....

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Jey's breath got heavier as he dug a grave in the woods.

Letting out a sigh of relief as he dug it deep enough. Your mother's body was beside the hole he dug. He hopped out. Getting up and walking over to your mother's body. He was drenched in sweat. Jey quickly pushed her into the grave, before taking out a box of matches. He took one out. Lightening it up and throwing it on your mother's body. Her body set alight.

Jey collapsed to the ground as he wept. He didn't know whether it was him feeling guilty for killing your mother or him missing you.

He tried to tell himself that your mother was going to d/n and blow your whole cover. He knew d/n wasn't doing too well, but that didn't give your mom the right to tell d/n you were actually alive. If Roman found out you were still alive and whoring around with a biker he would murder you.

Jey also cried at the thought of you with someone else. maybe it was a one-time thing. He didn't know.

The fire died down, making Jey stand up and shovel the dirt pile onto her body.

He walked back to his car. Throwing the shovel into the back. He put the matches in a duffle bag, taking new clothes as he stripped his clothes off. Dressing in the new clothes. He grabbed a towel from the duffle bag wiping the sweat and dirt off his face. He quickly shoved the towel and his dirty clothes. Taking his sneakers off and replacing them with fresh ones, shoved them in the duffle bag. Jey zipped it up. Shutting the car boot.

He walked to the driver's side, opening the door and getting in. Starting the car. Putting the handbrake down and putting the car into drive. Jey pressed his foot down on the accelerator. Speeding out of the forest.

His mind was plagued with thoughts of you and killing your mother.

Jey slowed down as he entered the town, lights illuminating the road. He passed the park, but something caught his attention. D/n. she was a dead ringer of you, but she was smoking. It was way past 12 am

Jey cursed to himself as he turned around, speeding to the park. He drove up to the bench she was sitting on. Her friends ran away, as the light illuminated them. D/n rolled her eyes. Taking another puff of the cigarette.

Jey left the car on but put the handbrake on as well as putting the car in park. He got out of the car. giving your daughter a disapproving look. As he walked up to her.

"Please tell me that's not marijuana," Jey spoke, taking the cigarette off of her. He smelled it. Letting out a sigh of relief when it wasn't marijuana. He put it out. Making d/n roll her eyes. She leaned on the palms of her hands

"What if it is? You going to tell my father?" She challenged him. Jey narrowed his eyes at her.

"D/n you can't keep doing this," Jey huffed out.

"It's the only thing that helps me," She huffed out, as he sat beside her.

Jey wrapped his arm around her, bringing her close to him as she shivered. Jey felt his heart sink as tears escaped her eyes. she looked so broken and lost.

"Come on," Jey sighed, about to get up but she wouldn't move.

"I don't want to go back home," She huffed out. Crossing her arms and narrowing her eyes.

"I'm not taking you home, I'm going to take you to a diner and I'm going to get you something to eat and drink, your favourite," He spoke.

d/n smiled at him. she quickly got up, walking over to her. Jey chuckled at her reaction. Walking to the driver's side...

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