fate of us (jin×bangtan)[completed]

19

"What the fuck is the fucking media saying. Is it true?" Bangpd asked looking at the seven men. Who had their heads low. As one of them was definitely crying. "ANSWER ME NOW!" He yelled. As they all flinched. "Yes." Jin said his voice quivering and breaking.

"And what in the whole damn world did you guys thought are you gonna achieve by keeping this thing as a secret from me?" Bangpd said. "We...didn't wanted to let you know because....because we were afraid you won't allow us." Taehyung said. "And does my face reads now that you guys are allowed to be in a relationship with jin even now?" Pdnim said. "Not really..." jungkook mumbled. Bangpd sighed as he took a seat.

"Damn it....you all made me the bad guy..." he said sighing. "Oh come on jin. Don't cry...sit down..." he said as he got up and made jin sit. "Have some water," he said as he passed a glass of water to jin. Who was too hesitant to take it. "Listen..am sorry that I litreally lashed on you guys. Am just really sorry. I just was not ready to belive what the media said. And it just came by a shock." Pdnim said. There was a silence filled by sniffles of jin. "Its ok hyung..." jimin said. Pdnim sighed as he said,

"why didn't you guys told me before? Huh? I would have supported you, and you know that very well. Then why did you kept such a big secret from me?" He asked.

"Because we were afraid that you would be mad at us..." Jin mumbled. "Oh jin...." pdnim said as he cupped the youngers cheeks and said, "I would have never done that, you know. And if...things would have been known I would have been able to handle the situation well. But now it seems difficult. With the fan pressure and the media pressure. It is just too difficult." He said. "What do you mean?" Yoongi asked,

"Yoongi-ah....considering your position at the moment it will be really hard to you know make fans accept that infact you guys have been dating for over 7 years without anyone's knowledge is controversial. Not to mention some fans might get upset. Like really upset because they will feel betrayed and you guys know better how the media treats a situation" media treats a situation.

So funny. When thinking 'bout that time when taehyung had to buy flowers for a close relative who's grave he was supposed to visit, the media said he was going out on a date. And yet again he was lashed out. That one time when jungkook went in a medical store to get some medicine for ingestion ended up getting printed as the jeon jungkook of bts caught buying condoms, in a store. Funny because even if he was really buying protection it would've been a crime.

To that one time when jimin gave a young fan a flower he was printed out as a bad guy. And what was the end result of this all? All the damn time they had to release a statment, that they are nothing what the media portrayed them to be. They were nothing what certain fans thought of them. At the end of the day they were just 7 people trying to pursue their dream of being musicians. They didn't asked this at all. But they were not ungrateful about their fans or the media attention. They always loved it. But that didn't understood how to draw a boundry between private and publiclife when all the people saw them as a publics personal muse.

They were back at their dorms. Even taehyung he cared less of the so called stalker. He cared more about them at the moment. They sat on the couch not speaking anything. "So what do we do next.?" Jungkook asked hugging Jin. "I...I think at the moment. It will be best if we, if we ....keep things on a pause." Yoongi said. "What do you mean?" Jimin asked. "Just say it yoongi, you want to break up just like namjoon did 2 months ago." Jin said non chalantly.

Jungkook's eyes widen, so did hoseok's. "Namjoon you did what?" Jimin asked as namjoon sighed. "Hyung I didn't meant tha-" but yoongi was cut of with, "its ok yoongi. It's fine. I don't want to have this conversation at the moment or at any time. Let me just sleep." Jin said pushing off jungkook away walking towards his room shutting the door behind.

"Namjoon! Why did you do that?" Hoseok asked getting up, "I can't tell you" namjoon mumbled, "well whom are you even asking hoseok. The guy who breaks up with his boyfriend and don't think it's important to inform to other members of his as well" yoongi said scoffing.

"Lets just sleep" namjoon said. They sighed, except yoongi who went in his room even before namjoon could speak anything. Jungkook back in his room was done packing for his month long trip that started tomorrow. He sighed. He doesn't wants to go. Especially when things are on edge like so. "What are you thinking jungkook" taehyung asked. "I dont want to go...." he said. "Kookie....just go. It will not do any good staying here." Taehyung said. "But what if they really break up?" Jungkook said. "I am sure it will never happen. We are seven meant to be seven." Taehyung said. Jungkook sighed. Nodding knowing fights are common between them. But it never meant they are breaking up.

Namjoon was kind of idiot. Jungkook knew. But he loved Jin just the way jungkook did. And probably namjoon knew about something like so. Yes that is the reason namjoon "broke up" with jin to protect them. Afterall their leader was really smart. Jungkook sighed sleeping away.

Jin cried as he wiped his tears away. He was putting all of his clothes in his bag, one by one all the article of clothing went in his bags. His mother was right. This wasn't how things were meant to be. Jin was just a herald between their lives. He made a big mistake being with them. He made a big mistake falling in love with his own creation. He made a big big mistake.

The next day jungkook woke up first because he needed to reach airport in time. He stopped at seokjin's door. He knew jin must be still mad and won't open the door for him. He sighed walking towards the door. Knocking softly, "hyung it's me kookie. Am going for my tour for a month. Don't worry hyung. Everything will be ok. I will try to come back as soon as possible. If work is done before a month I will come back home soon.

Don't worry. They are silly. Namjoon hyung is also silly. I am sure he never meant what he might have said to you 2 months ago. Don't get mad hyung. I am sure if you give him another chance he will make up for the wrongs he did. Hyung. I just wanted you to know. I can never ever ever, break up with you. Namjoon hyung can never break up with you, yoongi, hoseok and jimin and taehyung hyung can never break up with you. We can never ever ever break up with you. We love you and you are the best thing which happened to us. Don't ever forget that. Bye take care."