22nd September,2021.
Sorry not sorry
By Chen
"Honestly, even though these words came up to my chin
I couldn't say this: let's break up
I couldn't say it and it hurts me even more
How can I go on?
I endured with the belief
That time would solve all
But now I regret it"
**It seems like the person is in a toxic relationship and regrets not letting go sooner. It hurts them to initiate a break-up but they know that being with that person has not been and will never be good for them.**
"I'll try living without you
I'll try to endure though it'll be hard
I'm sure my days without you will feel so strange
But I don't even want to think about our happy times
I don't even want to run into you ever
Let's break up"
** The person is determined on moving on from their partner,knowing it will be hard. Happy times from the past just bring bitterness and melancholy now**
"I thought if I tried harder
You'd know how I feel
It was a foolish hope
Time won't solve this
I regret the days I tried to hold on"
**Regret of trying to hold on to a person who doesn't care or love them**
"I'll try living without you
I'll try to endure though it'll be hard
I'm sure my days without you will feel so strange
But I don't even want to think about our happy times
I don't even want to run into you ever
Let's break up
I'll tell you for the first time
You can swear at me
There's no more reason
For me to try to understand you
I regret it
I'll try living without you
I'll try to endure though it'll be hard
For me, who only knew how to give
I gave my heart to you and did everything for you
I don't have any feelings for you now
I hope we never run into each other
Words I really wanted to tell you
I'm sorry."
**In the end ,the person knows how difficult it will be for them to move on from their toxic relationship ,but will try their best to live without them. There is no more of a reason enough for them to stay any longer.
The ,"I'm sorry" in the end can have 2 meanings ,I think.
One of the them of being sorry to their partner for not being strong or patient enough or not persevering long enough ,
the other one might be of being sorry to themselves for never putting themselves first and loving themselves. **
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