It's been a week and still the fans didn't stop sending me hate on twitter, instagram, Facebook either at public. they're calling me "Slut, bitch, whore , fat, ugly and telling me I'm not good enough for Harry. "They don't accept me. What did i do to them? So when harry is on tour sometimes i cut myself. Maybe this is they want me to do. To cut myself and killed myself . I always cried when hearing those hurtful words. I got the razor on my other hand and cut myself my blood is falling on the ground. My tears are running throughout my eyes. I always been like this when i tried to cut myself. Then my phone turn off and rang it's Harry. I answered "Hey Babe " I said and pretend to be happy and excited so he won't noticed that I'm crying when i answered his call "Hey Babe, so I'm going home now. I'm on my way home get ready. I missed you so much. I love you! " "I missed you so much too and i love you! So what do you want to eat for dinner? " I ask while looking to my cut. Sniffing. "Hmm just roast chicken. Wait! Are you crying? " he ask with a worried tone. Did he noticed that I'm crying? "No i wasn't crying. Why? " I lied Not to get him worried about it that i'm crying. "Ok, bye i have to hung up now get ready ok! Love you " "Love you too " The call ended and i hide the razor i hide it in the other bedroom so Harry won't find it. I go down stairs and get prepared to dinner. Harry wants roast chicken. So i cook. Not less than 15 minutes i finished cooking. I showered already and try my best to hide my cut. I sat at the couch and wait for Harry to come home. There's a knock on my door. I opened the door and all i can see Harry's back. "Harry! Babe i missed you so much!" I hugged him tightly "Y/N! I missed you too so much. " he hug me back and gave me the flowers his holding "these flowers are beautiful. Aww i love you Harry. Where did you get this? " I said I give him a kiss. "Hmm. But you're beautifuler than the flowers " he said with a smirk I grab his hands and led him to the dining room to eat dinner "Hows was the tour? " I ask while eating my food "it was great. The fans were too loud" "Oh did you enjoy? " "Yeah. But i will enjoyed it if i have you at the tour " he said drinking his juice. The dinner was done and i cleaned up. While Harry go to bathroom and take a shower. I look at my cut there's a little scar on it i wish Harry wouldn't notice it. "Y/N come here up stairs! " I heard Harry yelled so i ran up stairs "what it is Harry,? Is there's something wrong? " I see him laying on the bed . Ready to sleep "Hmm nothing I just want to sleep come here cuddle with me " "Ok just wait I'll take a shower" he nod then i was done taking shower. He grab me and wrapped his arms to my waist "I really missed you so much Y/N " "I missed you too Harry " he kissed me to my head. And we fell asleep
Next Morning ~
Harry's P.O.VI woke up early, so i cooked breakfast for me and Y/N. When i finished cooking pancakes and go back up stairs with the foods on tray. Breakfast in bed. I placed the tray next to Y/N's bed side table i saw her wirst have a scars does she cut herself again? "Morning Harry " she said getting up and rub her eyes. I didn't respond i just stare at her. "Awe, thank you for breakfast in bed harry you such a sweet guy " she said she was about to kiss me in my cheeks but i moved "what's wrong harry? " she asked "why did you cut yourself again? " I asked "oh, this is nothing Harry . Let's eat our breakfast before it turns to cold pancakes " she said grabbing her spoons "NO. YOU CUT YOURSELF AGAIN! AND YOU TELL ME THAT WAS NOTHING!? ARE YOU CRAZY Y/N? WE'RE NOT GONNA EAT UNTIL YOU TELL ME WHY DID YOU CUT YOURSELF AGAIN! " I yelled at Y/N and now she's crying. "OK Harry I'm sorry. I cut myself again. The fans is getting worse everyday they sent me hate they're calling me SLUT, BITCH, WHORE AND I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU HARRY. That's why I tried to cut myself and killed. I don't know the solution. So i just cut myself and tried to killed because maybe this is the fans want and maybe this is the solution! " Y/N is still crying out loud. I pulled her to hug. "It's ok I'll tell the fans not to sent you hate. But promise me first not to cut yourself again! " "Ok i promised i won't cut myself again. " I heard her stomAch growl. "Oops I think I need to eat now! " she said and i laughed. "I love you Y/N don't try to cut yourself again!" I said and kissed her forehead "I love you too Harry. I promised i won't cut myself again "
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