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Let Me Love You Again .. Niall

Niall's POV

It's been a Month since me and y/n broke up. I regret cheating on her. I kissed another girl while I'M on in a relationship with her. I regret anything. She's the sweetest, loving and caring girl that i've ever met. I'm so stupid that i cheat on her. I don't know why i cheat. Maybe because I'M missing her while i'm on tour and i need a girl to lean on. I still love her, i missed her. The way she smile, the way she laughs with my horrible jokes.  Everything in her is all I missed. My thoughts interrupt by my phone goes off. Signaling i have a call. I check the caller ID and it was one of my band mates Harry i pick up my phone.

“Hey, Mate what's up?” I said over the phone

“ah, you want to go to a party? My friend invited me. And he  said it's ok if I bring another friend. You want to come? ” Harry said.

“ah kay. When and where? ” I said.

“tomorrow at 6 I'LL pick you up ” HARRY said.

“Okay, bye”

“bye” then i hung up. I lean mY head to the wall I'M sitting on the floor. Thinking of Y/N again. Why i can't get over her? Yes i still love her! And i don't know what do. I fucked everything up. I've been a mess for a days. I always drink alcohol. I don't eat the way i used to. There's a bags under my eyes. I want to see her again . But how? Do i have to call her? What if she doesn't want to talk to me? What if she changed her number? So that i couldn't contact her anymore? What if she finally found the Guy that'll treat her more than i treat her? The guy who will LOVE and take cares of her FOREVER? A guy who will always be  there when she's upset. A guy who will protect her than i could do. a perfect guy and that's not me. I got up and walk upstairs and sleep. I've been over Thinking about Y/N lately and i need to rest and try to get over her.

*the night when he and harry going to a friends party*

Harry pick me up and then we reached the flat of his friend.  We entered the his friends flat. And when we entered there's a lot of people here . Obviously drunk people dancing on the dance floor. I can smell the sent of alcohol.

“HEY HARRY! ” The man shouted HARRY'S name. We turned around to see who was it. And it was only the guy who invited Harry.

“Hey, John. This is Niall, Niall this is John. My friend ” Harry said i pulled my hand for shake hands.

“Nice to meet you. ” John said.

“Nice to meet You too” I said. Then the party went well. I go to the bartenders to order some beer. I drink a beer For like 2 bottles. But it didn't hit me. I look for Harry and then here he is. At the Dance Floor with random girls i think he drink to much alcohol.. i rolled my eyes and then i spotted Y/N She's here? What she's doing here? Should i talk to her? What if she's with his boyfriend? What if she finally move on? What if i talk to her she'll just hate me more than she hates me.? Ok. Niall just talk to her! Just apologize of what did you do to her. I said to myself.. i walk towards to Y/N where she's sitting. She's gorgeous. She's wearing a black dress. A blackless dress. I sat next to her but she didn't recognized me and she continue texting random people. I just sat next to her watching her moves i missed her a lot. I want to hug her. I want to cuddle with her every night. I just want her back. Then i broke the silence “Y/N can i talk to you? Please? ” I said then she finally recognized me.

Your POV

. At my friends party.  John invited me to come to his party because he and her girlfriend is finally engaged. Wow. How lucky the girl is.. After A months i can't get over at Niall i still love him. I still do. I Never stop loving him. I'm so stupid i didn't gave him another chance. Listen to his explanation but my anger push me to broke up with him.