Amity began to speak.
"It happened a few years ago..."
Luz listened.
Amity began
"It happened when I was about 6 I believe.."
"I was always pushed to be better to be the blight that didn't fail my parents.."
"They gave up on my siblings and I was their backup plan.."
"I was getting tired of it. My friends being torn away from me my future being planned out...all of it.."
" I finally decided to go to the library and see what this feeling was"
"Now don't judge me but I was 6 ok? I was only 6...when I started feeling depressed.."
"I was never officially diagnosed with it but I felt everything the book said depression was.."
"I felt like the world was against me I couldn't physically get out of bed. My body wouldn't move.."
"It was terrible... I got hurt when trying to run away and the pain...the pain made me feel alive it felt like with that pain I could move forward..."
"It was only a scrape into he knee but that wasn't gonna please younger me.."
"I looked up places some 'depressed' witches hurt themselves..."
"I was about about 10 when the self inflicted harm started..."
"It hurt so bad but it was better than feeling sad and angry at myself..."
"I understand if you think it's stupid and all since alot of kids do it for attention..."
"But I was then interstates by my siblings for always acting weird. Always being tired at such a young age."
"Not long after did they find out...they didn't tell my parents but they did keep an eye on me and they actually treated me better..."
"Sure they tease me but I didn't hurt myself anymore I actually promised not to either"
Amity turned with tears in her eyes to see how luzs reactions could've been.
Maybe Luz was disgusted from the attention seeker she could've been.
Maybe Luz was angry Amity was hurting herself.
But no.
Luz had the most caring look anyone ever gave Amity.
Within seconds Amity was in luzs arms.
Amity hugged back imideatly.
This was the attention Amity needed...wanted.
Luz held her close and spoke in a calm and soft tone.
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My Feelings For You
FanfictionBeta Lumity Luz and Amity enemies till the end. Hexside school starts up and this year Amity being a blight messes with luzs feelings. Luz knowing she is in love with the blight flirts offers her Love and Amity throws it away as if it's nothing. fin...
