Love that feller teller: A Miles teller fan fiction

Chapter 62

It's already Wednesday. Max is over my house. Were watching "500 days of summer" for the first time. I've been crying throughout the whole thing but it's not even because of the movie. I hug Max tightly as he holds me and strokes my hair. I cry into his shirt. Their is no use on even playing the movie. Were too involved in our own problems to even pay any attention to it. I can feel a few wet tears of his fall on my head which saddens me even more.

"This sucks" I say

He chuckles

"Yea it does" he kisses my head

"This reminds me of the second time we talked to each other at the party. You had recently broken up with Miles and I was holding you trying to make you feel better even though I didn't know how. Remember?" He says calmly

"Mhmm" is all I manage to say

I swear my face is going to turn into a prune from all of the tears. I hope I run out.

"And then we had our first kiss, and then we went inside of a room and started to get naked. And you refused to take my virginity" I smile

"Since that night I knew that I could not let you go" he says looking into my eyes "I knew that I would not let you slip away. That one day I would call you mine"

A solemn smile grows on my face as I hear those words knowing that eventually they would be a lie.

"What was your first impression of me?" He asks after a moment of silence

"You were a douche but an extremely irresistible one, super attractive, cocky, sarcastic" I say smiling

"Fair enough" he says

"And me?" I ask

"Stunning. I remember that my jaw nearly dropped when I saw you at that wedding with your white dress and your hair in that cool bun thingy. My Mom even smacked my head for staring at your butt" he laughs "I didn't even know miles that well, but when you told me that he was your boyfriend I could tell that I would be so jealous of this guy. That he gets to have your beauty and your smile, and I don't. I was into you as soon as we started talking. I could tell you were different and interesting. And your barely noticeable freckles were just the cherry on top" he says

My heart warms up from the wonderful things he just said.

"I love you so much" I say faintly while looking into his beautiful deep green eyes

"I love you too" he says quietly

"This is going to be the hardest thing I've ever had to go through" I say as I take a deep breath

"Let's not think about that. We still have a few days" he says as his hand caresses my skin

So I don't