ON HOLD/Edited
*Soft Story// Short Story*
He thought he could settle with a friendship, he knew if he couldn't have them the way his heart desires then a friendship would be enough for him. Anything was better than having nothing. But it wasn't enou...
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There's a point in your life that you have to ask yourself what you are doing and if you're happy doing it.
I don't know what to ask myself anymore, my senses have been long gone since the night I have met Magnolia.
And part of me wants to blame her and the other part wants to blame myself. I should have known this wasn't going to end well. The moment I laid eyes on her, the way my mind took in every detail I saw. The way I looked at her, the way I saw her.
She was just so golden to me.
It's not right, I'm going to be married soon, and everywhere I look just reminds me of the fact. Victoria's things are thrown around my apartment or tabloids talking about us. Management on our backs planning the wedding, they say it's meant for us but we all know that's a lie.
This should be an amazing time for me, I should be happy that I'm going to have a wife and soon a family. Everything I wanted is coming into place.
Why do I feel sad?
I heard a saying one time, 'People come and go in our lives, sometimes they're only meant to stay for a little I can't help but notice the older I get the more I can relate to this, and I didn't want to. Part of me is okay but the other part beg's for people to stay.
I don't want to beg people to stay, I want them to stay because they want to.
It's been a month without seeing Magnolia and Arlo I haven't seen much of Niall or Calliope. I guess that's what happens when you stop fooling yourself with the possibility that something amazing could happen. Now I'm stuck with hope.
What did I think could happen anyways? I put Magnolia in a tough stop, questioning her Victoria and me. I knew I crossed the line when she didn't answer she gave me a heavy sigh only before opening her car door and leaving me in silence in the middle of the sidewalk.
It wasn't fair for me to ask her that. She told me how she felt and it must have taken a lot from her especially knowing that I am engaged.
I called and called but after a week I got the hint that our friendship was over. You have to deal with things as an adult, things that you never thought you would have when you were a kid.
What I do know is that I like her, I shouldn't but I just do.
Do I like her enough to break up with Victoria? Well right now I'm standing in front of the mirror questioning why the hell am I wearing a plaid suit.
Now don't get me wrong, I'm all for fashion but right now I look like a tablecloth. Tonight Victoria decided to throw a dinner party, but at a rooftop restaurant instead of at one of our homes. Management agreed they thought it would be good for us to be seen with our friends as a couple.
She invited all her friends plus mum and dad as I just invited Gemma and Mum, of course, Grey, too but that wasn't enough. I contacted Niall who's bringing Calliope. My heart sank when Niall said he invited Magnolia only for her to decline the offer.
