No longer do I feel the zoo,
The tingles have now disappeared
Along with the little hope
I had, to be with you.
No longer the do I wake up at the crack of dawn.
To wish you a good day
No longer have to pretend,
Just to make you stay.
It was always 'you' and 'I'
I wonder if you thought about 'us'.
I wonder how many “only one's” you've had.
Wonder till when I was going to trust.
The distance we once had that ran chills down my spine,
Has widened to no extent,
No more truths that I could decline.
There's no reason for it to hurt anymore,
No hope to call you mine.
Now that you're not here maybe the days would be merrier.
Now that I've pulled away, perhaps I'll be happier.
Though unnamed it wasn't nothing,
You made me laugh hard and cry harder,
The eerie silence must have meant something.
Never said that you'd stay,
Still held on to me, never letting me go farther.
No longer do I suffocate in your arms.
Then why do I miss the warmth?
I hoped you'd disappear from my mind,
Like you often vanished during the storms.
Now that you're not here the days should have been merrier,
Now that I've pulled away I should have been happier...
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Hey everyone!
I haven't uploaded here for ages. Randomly on a Friday night at 2 am. The feelings finally flowed out of my hold.
Hope you like it 💜
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Lacuna ○
PoetryLacuna : (n.) An empty place, a missing piece. Not every slot in your life is to be filled. Feeling empty at times is no less than ecstasy. ♡ PS. Do Not Try to steal or copy my work. ©All rights are reserved. No translation what so ever is allowed.
