I thought that maybe one day i'd reach you, maybe one day, i'll find my way through the cracks, that one day... i'll carry you away from there, but i realized, no matter what i do, where i go, no matter how many times i die away, and fine my way back for you, even if i become air i'll never be able to pass through the walls you've built around you.
I will never reach your darkness, perhaps, my light is dim, it cannot wash out the blinding night.
For that, i'm sorry.
But what do i do?
I'm stuck here.
You're there behind this wall i cant see and you cant hear me.
Now, i cant find my way back to light, my lantern has lost its fire.
Its dark, i cant see.
Its dark, i cant breathe.
Its dark, i cant feel.
Find me, please.
Who am i to save you? When i need a saviour myself. I cant reach you, yet i cant return.
Like lost in a fall. Not hitting the ground, nor climbing back up. Just in mid-air, falling for eternity.
-m
15 july, 2021
10:57 pm
YOU ARE READING
the letters i never wrote.
Short Storyall those words i never said. all those letters i never sent. Ill stack them here,maybe they'll read. Maybe they'll know.
