Purgatory Hell an 8BitRyan Fanfiction

Purgatory Hell

Pov from 8BitRyan

     I had passed out from a panic attack. It has been such a hard time since I suffer through them alot and I also suffer through nightmares as well. I did not know where I was but I heard weird machines beeping around if I tried to get up I would feel dizzy. I Wanted to open my eyes but was unable to. Then I was brought in somewhere in the hospital but looked different. W-where am i?!" I said, waking up. I was scared as hell. "P-Pauline?! L-Lewis?!" I yelled with tears coming down my face. I wanted to wake up from this Damn hell but couldn't. I woke up and started walking around in tears trying to find my way out. "H-hello!" I yelled out walking around. With how scared i was i wanted to get the hell out of this Damn hell hole but could not find an exit anywhere from where i was at. I felt hopeless, like really hopeless but I could not give up already. I continued walking around. I then saw something that had caught my eye. "W-what is that?" I said as I was walking around. This was not my house nor was it a place I have been before. W-wait have i been here before. But then I felt myself waking up. I woke up seeing Pauline and Lewis beside me. I was in tears when I woke up. I saw Pauline run toward me and hug me. "OH my god Ryan you're awake!" She ran to me and hugged me. She was in tears and so was I. "OH my god Pauline i missed you!" I heard the door open and the doctor enter. "Oh good you're awake." said the doctor as she entered the room. "W-who are y-you?" I asked. Oh sorry my name is Doctor May and I am the person taking care of you. "Ryan, is that your name?" "Y-yeah W-why?" "Well I'm supposed to take care of you." "How are you feeling?"

"I'm just tired, that's all". "Ok well you can go home and if he has any panic attack or nightmare or anything like that call me and bring him here right away ok? Also, It is best if you sleep with him or stay with him ok?" "Ok thank you Doctor May" Said Pauline. I saw Pauline walk toward my bed and help me up. I felt dizzy and wanted to pass out on her shoulder and just sleep". I felt tired and came close to passing the hell out. "P-Pauline?" "Yes Ryan?" She said. C-can we go home n-now?" I asked. I-I feel T-tired. I said. Of course "Lewis is in the car" She said. "Again doctor thank you we'll be going now." Pauline said to the doctor. "Of Course have a great day Pauline". Doctor May said. "Thanks doctor you 2" Pauline said. "Ok Ryan you ready bud?" I nodded yes in response because I was way too drowsy to speak right now. "Ok let's go then Ryan." Pauline said as she walked to the car and I followed. She opened the car door and I got in. As soon as I got in I passed out and slept. "I see Ryan is out." Lewis said. "Yeah he is, I just hope he is ok. The doctor said to bring him back if he had a panic attack or nightmares." Pauline said "Also she said to not leave him alone for long periods of time." Said Pauline. "Ok so just try and stay with him and don't take too long to do something, Besides he has Anxiety so keep that in mind Pauline." Said Lewis. "Ok Lewis thanks for the heads up." Pauline said. "Oh also Pauline we are home, plz wake Ryan up, We'll get him inside and let him rest for some time." Lewis said. "Ok Lewis i'll wake him up" Pauline said. She walked towards the door Ryan was in. She opened it seeing Ryan who had been sleeping for the whole ride. "Hey Ryan wake up Bud we are home, you can get sleep once we get inside and I'll stay with you, Ok? She said. I woke up and Yawned. "Ughh my head and I'm still tired Pauline." I said waking up. "Don't worry Ryan, let's get you inside so we can get you some sleep." Pauline said. "O-ok" I said as I yawned and woke up. Pauline helped me in the house where there were other people sitting in the living room. She brought me to the couch and sat me down. She sat with me and I layed on her. I then felt drowsy and passed out on Pauline. "Good night Ryan, try and get some rest." Pauline said. She then started to also cuddle Ryan as well. "I just hope he gets better, Lewis" Pauline whispered. "Don't worry he will," said Lewis. So if you don't mind me asking what happened to Ryan anyway? You don't have to tell us tho if you're not ready or Ryan aint ready yet to do so but i kinda want to help him out as well" Nate said speaking up in a whisper voice. "He kinda does not want to share yet but he will soon enough I promise Nate" Pauline said. "Until then we let him get his rest," said Pauline quietly. "Ok." Said Nate in a quiet voice. I slowly opened my eyes then closed them while snuggling Pauline. I Was very tired and very drowsy after what happened so I would not take any chances just getting up right away. Especially with what happened with my body and how much i was aching. I then passed out and slept yet again because of how much pain I had been in. "So how is Pauline?" Rhys had asked in a quiet voice. "Ryan is doing ok so far he passed out on me but i can't blame the guy. He is very tired i dont think he was able to rest at the hospital no matter how hard he tried." Pauline had said. "Oh my god i did not know just hearing this actually breaks my heart." Razz had said quietly keeping his voice as low as possible. "Don't worry Rhys it aint your fault mate" Pauline had said. Quietly upset. Rhys has heard her tone in her voice. "Pauline i promise he will survive this i promise" Rhys said quietly