pleeeease don't love me
dear lord i just
i look at you or i
i mean i think of you and i
my mind it
it does things. i
smile. really big. and
i cant. think.
all i think about is
us
holding hands or
embracing or
being close to each other and
even thought i hate myself for thinking of it
and im positive you would hate it too
i enjoy every second of it
but guiltily. because i
hate myself
