one shots! [most all ships]

Weight of the world (mullet, angst)

Lafs pov
Laf was at his parents house, and of course, his parents were very homophobic, currently they were lecturing him about hiw he should get girlfriend and be straight and make them proud..all in front of herc, laf had enough, he got up and slammed the door when he walked out, he ran to his car, he just started screaming at the top of his lungs, he slammed his fist against the dashboard of the car, "MY NECK IS BREAKING, BODY SHAKING, SOMETIMES ITS SO HARD TO BREATH!! BUT NO ONE SEES IT FOLLWES ME!! I ALWAYS END UP UNDERNEATH!!!"  He cried "THESE THOUGHTS WON'T REST! I CANT FORGIVE! I OVERTHINK UNTILL IM SICK! IM TO DAMN TIRED TO WORN TO FIGHT!" His screams turned into sobs "I don't feel strong enough..to leave I the light..to leave on the light.." he curled uo hugging his knees "I just want it to stop.." he mumbled, by that time herc got in the car, hugging him tightly "shh..baby..its okay..it's okay.."
He cried into his shoulder "why won't you let me let go..?"
"Why won't I let you let go..? Laf I need you..I need with me, I need you alive! I love you! I can't stand being away from you, if you died i would to, and what about Alex? Your like his mom right?!"
He sighed "you don't understand.."
"Help me understand.." he held him tighter "I just don't wanna lose you, I can't, not now, not ever.."
Laf nodded and clung to him "i love you.."
"I love you to.."

HI, long time no see huh? Anyways this has been in my mind for a long time so I hoped you liked it! Thanks
-a.a