Sayonee

Chapter 4

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"I really fell hard for you huh Aoun," then I do not know when I fell asleep because the only thing on my mind was him.

The next day I woke up just feeling meh but did my usual routine. Got up, freshened up, ate breakfast, cleaned around took a shower and then was on my phone or with my parents.

That day we had to go again to my cousins house, because they had another gathering.

So then at night we started to get ready and then headed to their house.

We enter into there house my cousins had her mother's side come over to. So thats why they had another gathering or they just wanted me to see Aoun.

We go in greet everyone and sit or stand and just talk. But us cousin went up stairs. After few minutes passed, we then started to eat then cleaned up and sat back down had the same usual function and yes he stayed their again.

I came home with that same feeling of sadness that took over me that I just yet wanted to cry. Why?! Why do I want to cry? I shouldn't be crying like this. Especially for someone I just met after so many years and now has appeared in front of me. Even though I love him since I was 6 or 7 years old.

I thought is was just a crush. I guess it's something pure now and not just a 'crush or just a 'like'.
It's more then a love to which is more pure then that.

I then went to sleep not knowing when.

[Few Weeks Pass]

School is going to start tomorrow after winter break. I'm in 8th grade doing online classes as well as my brother due to the virus that has spread around world wide nation causing a huge impact on the world. People loosing loved ones, family and friends. Which is sad to hear. I don't know how I would live if that happened to any of us. We just have to pray for the better.

Aoun came here for studies so he is also doing online classes. He in collage starts collage a week after us.

He always spent a week here and a week there and it went back and forth. When ever he is gone I always miss his presence. His voice. Just him.

This week he is at my other cousins house. From next week he will be here due to collage starting for next week.

[Few Weeks Later]

So his schedule was being here from Monday to Thursday and on Friday to Sunday he would go to my cousins house. Which was okay. Not like I should care but I still do care.

In March my family from New Mexico was coming here for a week to attend a wedding. So they decide to stay by my other families house and we all went there because we were gonna stay there to.

So we packed our clothes and everything but I was testing the next day so we decided that I'm going to take the test and then they will pick me up.

[Next day]

Then I woke up early went to school took the test called my dad then everyone came with my dad I got into the car and we headed to their house. Which was about an hour drive.

We get there and my New Mexico family was already there. We went in and greeted one and other. I headed up with Zainab and went to greet the rest of the family. After few minutes of chatting we all headed downstairs with the adults and started to eat.

"So this is the new bride huh," I say to Zainab who is standing next to me listen to the conversation of the adults. "Yes she is," she replies.
"She's beautiful," I say as I scan her up and down. She is wearing a hijab and a beautiful traditional clothing which is white with pink and blue designs on it making her face glow even brighter.

After saying hello to her and getting a introduction about her we then start to eat. Me and Zainab sit one place and eat as the adults sit in the dining room and us youngsters in the living room.

After all that us Teens watch a horror movie. It was mostly boys with us, me and Zainab were the only girls sadly.

So watching a horror movie with them means watching a comedy movie. Seriously, you just can't . Either they try to frighten you or turn it into in insult or comedy.

We watch half of it then there was a plan made of going out somewhere so then we go out and get our shoes on. Us cousins wait for the adults. We just were chilling by the entrances as I catch a quick glimpse of Aoun as he was looking at me and I quickly look away. I felt like smiling so widely but I had to control it.

He was looking at me such a way that I just wanted to kiss him right there but then one of the guys took his attention away from me. So then I stared at him for as long as he was looking away from me. We both catching one and others glimpse as we waited.

We then headed out into the cars. There were two cars. One was the boys the other was the girls. The girls car was packed and the boys car was also packed and had no room for me to be in it. The mothers told me to come but I said no and went inside.

So I stayed with the dads and Zainab. Few minutes later I get a text from Aoun.

Aoun: You didn't come?
Me: No
Aoun: Why?
Me: Because there wasn't any space
Aoun: I wanted you to come to
Me: I wanted to go to but there wasn't space
Aoun: You could have came into our car
Me: I was but then the uncle was with you guys so I just stayed home
Aoun: oh okay...well do you want anything?
Me: Nah I'm full anyways
Aoun: Okay then see you back at home
Me: See ya

OMG! I felt butterflies just him asking why I didn't come and him wanting me to be there!

"I HAVE FALLEN MORE IN LOVE WITH YOU!"
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