Ronnie tries to get Willow out of her room but she doesn't listen. He doesn't know what else to do so he calls Mickey to come And help. Mickey comes over
Mickey: Where is she
Ronnie: In her room
Mickey goes up to Willow's room
Mickey: Willow open the door
Willow: No leave me alone
Mickey: Willow, I'm serious open the fucking door
Willow: NO
Mickey: okay fine
Mickey backs up and kicks open her door and sees her dumping her pills out to the window. He runs to her and stops her.
Mickey: Willow stop it
Willow: No let go of me (starts crying a little)
Mickey: Willow shhh, shhh (holds her)
Willow: (still crying a little) I don't want to do this
Mickey: I know, I know. But baby it will make you feel better
Willow: When, when will it make me feel better because it's been a month and I feel worse.
Mickey: Will, they will help you
Willow: What for me to not kill myself oh yay hee me.
Mickey: Willow
Willow: No. You know what no one in my school or the high school goes through what I go through
Mickey: what do you mean
Willow: They never grew up on the South Side where you have to take care of yourself I took care of myself when I was 4 to 7, none of them have depression, bipolar disease, believe it or not they don't even have to take pills. So why? Why is it just me? I get made fun of for what I have and I cry everyday but no one really notices. I hate my life, I hate the world I am in and I hate I was born and I wish I wasn't a life
Mickey: Willow don't say that
Willow: no I can't do this anymore. Maybe it would be better if I was dead
Mickey: Willow don't
Willow: Maybe I should kill myself right now
Mickey: Willow
Willow: maybe I should put a gun to my head and pull the trigger (gets a gun)
Mickey: Willow fucking stop (takes the gun away and shoots it out her window) what the fuck is wrong with you
Willow: I don't know maybe it's those stupid fucking meds and drugs you and dad are giving me
Mickey: Willow I wish you didn't have to take them but you do
Willow: No you don't. Me killing myself will get slowed okay. One day maybe one day I will end up killing myself but right now I'm okay
Mickey: Willow look at me
Willow: (looks at him)
Mickey: I know your hurting and I know what it feels like I really do. I have been taking care of myself since I was 1 okay then my dad left. So you are so lucky to have a dad that cares about you. So those kids might don't have what you have but you have family that love you to death okay. You have Nessa and me. You always have me okay I'm hear even when I'm far away just one phone call I'm there whatever you need. Your dad lives across the hall and so does Nessa
Willow: I think there sleeping together, I heard moaning when they were supposed to take care of me
Mickey: I know (looks sad)
Willow: (feels bad) I love you Mick (hugs him)
Mickey: (hugs back) I love you to Will. Please don't ever forget that okay ever. Promise
Willow: Promise
Mickey: and promise me you won't try to hurt yourself and keep taking your meds
Willow: I promise
Mickey: Now for much I care about you I want you to give me all the guns and knives I gave you
Willow: what it's the last thing I have of you. Please
Mickey: Willow please just for now until we get things under control. Please
Willow: fine
Willow gives Mickey all of her guns and knives he gave to her. Sits back down on her bed
Willow: There that's all of them
Mickey: the gun that under your pillow
Willow: fine (gives him the gun)
Mickey: thank you. I will see you later
Willow: No I don't want you too leave. Please
Nessa and Ronnie go in the room together and shuts the door. Willow start tearing up.
Willow: Please I don't want to be here alone. Please Mickey
Mickey: Willow what are we going to do
Willow: I know you hate him right now but please for me. His concert is in a few hours
Mickey: willow, no
Willow: please for me you won't even have to talk to him. You promised me you would always be there. And I just don't want to be there alone with them. Please Mickey please
Mickey: fine
Willow: yay thank you
Mickey: and for return I want you to take at least take your depressions medicine and your bipolar medication please
Willow: fine
Willow takes her medicine and they get ready for Ronnie's concert. Mickey drives Willow there and they show up and go to Ronnie and Nessa.
Nessa: hey babygirl I missed you
Willow: please don't touch me
Ronnie: Willow be nice
Willow: why should I she's just another rebound
Ronnie: WILLOW
Mickey: Ronnie calm down it's not her fault (picks up Willow) hey shhh it's okay I'm okay I promise
Ronnie: (looks at Mickey and Willow) (goes to the bathroom),
Willow: I think he needs you right now Mick
Mickey: I will be right back
Mickey follows Ronnie to the bathroom. Ronnie is looking at his self in a mirror.
Mickey: you really need to be careful
Ronnie: what the fuck do you mean
Mickey: I mean when you have sex with Nessa close the door willow doesn't like hearing that stuff
Ronnie: and how would you know
Mickey: because if you hadn't noticed she dumped all her pills out the window
Ronnie: she did what
Mickey: yeah and she even thought about killing her self
Ronnie: when did this happen
Mickey: This morning you were just having fun with Nessa.
Ronnie: Mickey
Mickey: no, no I'm only here for Willow not you
Ronnie: Mickey
Mickey: you know what I hope you and Nessa rot in hell together
Ronnie: MICKEY
Mickey: WHAT
Ronnie: just shut up please
Ronnie kisses Mickey and Mickey kisses back. They look at each other for a few seconds and go back like nothing happened
Ronnie: I better go now (goes on stage) (talking to the crowd) Okay so if you known my brother Anthony passed away and so I wrote a song about it and I hope you like it
Lyrics-
Brother, why'd you have to go?
You left us all so soon
Remember that song I wrote about your family years ago
Well they're waiting for you to come home
What do I do? What do I say?
And dad tells me to pray
So I prayed and prayed but the hurt won't go away
The pain gets worse, it never stops
And I've asked the lord for us to swap
I beg and plead cause you have kids to feed
Why is it always stormy weather
And brother, tell me if it all gets better
Why did you leave? Why did you die?
You finally made your brother cry
I know you're watching over us tonight
And I hope you're watching over us tonight
I'm sorry I missed your call
I wasn't there for you at all
And know I thought it through
Maybe if I answered you
That you would still be here all along
Now no more calls, can't you see
I took for granted family
And once they're gone, you'll never get that back
No more laughs, no more hugs
So hold on to the ones you love
Your soul is free, I love you Anthony
And why is it always stormy weather
And brother, tell me when does it get better
Why did you leave? Why did you die?
You finally made your brother cry
I know you're watching over from above
So hold on to the ones you love
Ronnie: (tries not to cry) thank you for listening and I hoped you like it (the crowd claps) thank you guys. Love you I will see you in a few minutes (walks back stage)
Willow: I didn't know Anthony died
Ronnie: I didn't want to tell you
Willow: Is that why he never showed up to see me
Ronnie: yes Willow. That's why you never take your family for granted or ask for money or anything you don't know when it's going to be the last time you see them. So please don't ever forget. Anthony loves you so much okay
Willow: I love you daddy (hugs him)
Ronnie: I love you too sweetheart and I always have. I'm sorry
Willow: it's okay. Mickey helped me through everything
Ronnie: well thank you Mick
Mickey: no thank you from you won't forgive what you did to Willow.
Mickey goes outside and Ronnie puts Willow down and goes after Mickey
YOU ARE READING
in love with my best friend
Teen FictionRonnie tries to get Willow out of her room for 5 hours but she won't come out. Ronnie doesn't know what to do so he calls Mickey to come and help.
