102; harry styles (hiatus)

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I am completely alone.

I look around but all I can see are thousands of trees, the endless blue sky and some birds I've never seen before. It looks like a forest... What the hell am I doing in the middle of the woods?

I don't know why but I can sense the fear running through my veins as it fills every inch of my body. Why am I scared? What am I afraid of? I've always loved nature.

I suddenly feel dizzy, the ground starts moving and my head is spinning, I feel a heavy pressure on my temple and when I realise that I'm about to fall on my knees, I quickly rest my back against a tree. I try to steady myself but all I can manage to do is close my eyes and do what my therapist used to tell me: "Count to four and take little breaths in between..."

One, inhale.

Two, exhale.

Three, inhale.

Four, exhale.

Where am I? I thought I was at Harry's, his couch was so comfortable but then I woke up and... And I don't know where I am anymore.

My throat is dry but I let out a hoarse scream, "Jenn?! Harry?!"

I want to cry. Where am I? What am I doing here? What's going on? I try to keep walking but everything is moving, I am so naseous.

"Lola..."

I desperately look around, searching for that voice. I know that voice but who is it?

"Lola?"

I narrow my eyes and out of nowhere, I see a figure running in my direction. 

Jen. I inmediatly forget about my heartache and I try to run as fast as I can to her arms. I violently collide against her tiny body, she quickly wraps her arms around me and I hide my face on her neck, feeling safe. Tears begin to fall from my eyes, following a path on my cheeks. "I'm so glad that you're here, Jen!"

"I'm not Jennifer, love" I freeze on my place as I drop my arms. I take a couple of steps back, furrowing my eyebrows with confussion.

"Louis?"

I feel a piercing and sharp sound in my head that makes me harshly cover my ears with my arms, trying to block out that annoying sound. It feels like someone is doing it on purpose.

I fall on my knees when the sound becomes louder and louder, not being able to block it any longer. I feel my ears bleeding, something I confirm when I look at my hands. I begin to panic, trying to stop the bleeding but abrutly stop when someone calls my name again.

"Lola..."

"Lola..."

"Lola..."

"Lola!" I feel a pair of hands shaking me from my shoulders.

My eyes open wildly as I sit, bringing my hands to my ears to check if they're bleeding. I sigh in relief when I realise that it was just a dream, I move one hand to my forehead to wipe off the sweat.

"Harry..." I slowly whisper when I see him staring at me in worry.

"Are you okay?" He asks me, his voice full of corcened.

"Yeah, yeah. I'm sorry, I was having a nightmare I think." I try to calm my breathing but my heart is beating really fast.

He takes my hand without a second thought, "Do you want to talk about it?"

"It was weird, really. I was in a forest and I began to feel dizzy... I called you and Jen, I was scared. I don't even know why I was scared but," I frown, now that I'm telling my nightmare out loud, it doesn't make any sense. "out of nowhere, Jen appeared so I ran up to her but when I was hugging her, it turns out it was Louis. And my ears starting bleeding and I... I- I think I need water." I stand up from the couch and walk to the kitchen, Harry never drops my hand.