I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me
This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazyY/N had came home to her husband of 2 years, only to find him kissing another woman
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the painAs she looked at him,tears flowed down her face and she sobbed. She remembers the time that they met, the time that he caught her cutting because her mom died, the time he held her in his arms as she cried because she lost the baby, and the time that she held him after he thought he was the reason that the Avengers ended.
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you lovedY/N was in shock, she had finally put the wall she had built up over the years down, only to have to immediately put it back up. She had been used to the goodnight and morning kisses, the backwards hugs from him as she worked, and the warm light from his arc reactor as he held her at night. But, all that came crashing down.
I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you
She was now in Steve Rogers apartment as she cried all through the night, remembering the way he used to hold her, the way that he's now holding another woman.Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escapeBut what she doesn't know is that it was all a mistake,and that the woman knew Y/N was coming, so when she heard the door open, she kissed him. What she doesn't know is that Tony is just as depressed as she is, and that he's remembering all the times he held her when she had a bad day at work, or she was hurt after a mission, or the warm kisses after running around on the beach on their honeymoon. The time that he held her when she found out she had miscarried. The time when they were friends that he walked in the bathroom to find her laying on the floor with a low pulse, blood all around her and fresh cuts on her wrist. He's remembering how he would have no nightmares when he inhaled her strawberry and peppermint smell.
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you lovedHe knows that she's at Steve's apartment, so that's where he went. As he knocked on the door and it opened, his heart was filled at seeing you there. Even though Y/N had puffy eyes, a rats nest of hair, and had wrinkly pajamas on, she still looked beautiful.
But, then he saw her wrists. The fresh cuts and his eyes filled with tears.
"Y/N"And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back aroundShe launches herself into his arms and sobs. He holds her as he inhales her scent. "Y/N" he says again and she cries harder at hearing his voice.
For now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you lovedShe jumps out of his arms. "Why" she asks, speaking what's been on her mind for almost a week. "It wasn't me, she initiated it"
She nods and jumps back in his arms.But now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you lovedHe barely hears her speak, for its muffled, but when he does, his heart is whole again.
"I love you"
She says and he kisses her.
"I love you too"Word Count-809