Imagine waking up after a sleep over with your best friend Chris. Waking him up and snapping this picture and laughing at him, you were definitely gonna use this for his birthday post in October. But, the more you looked at the photo, the more you realised there are other feelings than friendship for Chris.
So you scroll through your camera roll and realise it's mostly just stupid photos/videos of you and Chris together either doing silly tiktok trends or just messing about with Snapchat. And you smile as you watch some of these videos and you can feel that pit in your stomach growing.
One day after this you decide to do the let tiktok synchronise x amount of videos/photos and if course you use your favourite videos and videos of you and Chris. And as you post it and then rewatch it all, you realise how deep you actually feel for this boy. And you're surprised on how you've never realised it before since you've been friends for years at this point.
Chris was always your rock, someone you went to no matter the circumstances. He would try and comfort you as best as he could, even if he wasn't fully educated or knew a lot on the subject. He would always somehow find words of comfort for you. He would go grab your favourite snacks or make your favourite meal and sit and watch your favourite shows or movies. Or even sit and scroll through tiktok with you, showing you the funniest ones or perhaps people you'd find attractive.
He would give you cuddles and even feed you said treats he bought, just to make you feel better. And on the days you couldn't even get out of bed, you bet your ass that Chris would be there to drag you out and motivate you to shower, change into clean clothes and would make sure you ate, drank some water and took your meds before helping you clean your room/house.
Thinking about all this made your feelings for the boy stronger and a smile came across your lips as you couldn't imagine your life without him. How grateful you've become to have this boy in your life. His silliness and his naivety to some things couldn't help but make you wanna protect him. He is your everything and you're surprised it took you this long to notice.
You're in love with Christopher Bang, your best friend. And you wouldn't have it any other way.
