A/n: based off of this song, also who the hell does Taylor think she is dropping something this amazing without a warning? This is her new version btw. For those who don't know wildest dreams is about a girl knowing her relationship is domed and isn't ready to let go. Also this one has a bit of suggestive things at the end.
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(2nd person pov)
You walked towards doumas room as he requested you to be there. You opened the door seeing him on the floor with maps surrounding him. "Hello lord douma" you said quietly bowing. He looked up at you and smiled. "Hello y/n" he said making a hand gesture for you to walk to him.
You walked over to his side. He wraped an arm around your waist pulling you to him. You stood a bit taller than him considering he was sitting on the floor. You wrapped your arms around his neck and leaned on him.
Douma looked up at you with a concerned look. "Are you alright my dear?" He asked. "Yeah, I'm just thinking about what will happen when the rest of the demon slayers find out." You sighed. "Ah that must be hard to think about, they are your friends and if anyone found out they would be forced to kill you." Douma said, he pulled you into his lap and started running his fingers through your hair.
You felt saddened by the fact douma would leave you one day. You knew he never really felt anything for you. It was really just pretend, even so you didn't want to let go of him. You both had promised to just entertain each other, whether it be sexual of just comforting. He even promised to never hurt you on purpose.
But you are a hashira and he is a lowermoon. It was never going to work in the first place. Douma had gotten quite attached to you, he didn't love you in the way you loved him but he also never wanted you to leave.
He had never been loved by anyone before, so having you love him was enough to make him feel the smallest amount of happiness. He greatly appreciated you even to the point of disobeying muzan.
You are sixteen and the youngest hashira therefore the rest of them are always keeping a close eye on you. They were getting closer and closer to finding out the truth. "Y/n..." douma said. "I think it's time, if we do this any longer they will find out. I can't risk your life" Douma whispered. He hugged you closer to his body.
The tears filled brim of your eyes. They slowly slid down your face. "Shh it's alright" douma said carefully running his thumb across your face wiping away the tears.
Once you had everything of yours and put on your demon slayer uniform you looked at douma. You gave him one last hug. "Please don't forget me, maybe one day we could see each other again" you said then looking up at him. He kissed your lips softly.
"Maybe one day my dear" he said after pulling away. He smiled down at you as you grabbed everything of yours. You had soon left and were on your way back home after two years.
When you arrived you saw sanemi outside, looking pissed. "Where the fuck were you!?" He yelled at you. "I was staying with my parents" you said meekly. "Tch well then tell us next time" he said still clearly pissed. Even though he was five years younger then you he still cared.
Upon entering your home you felt alone again. You unpacked everything and put them in their right places. You set the most important things like doumas gifts in your room. When you left your room you noticed the fans hanging from your wall. They were silk ones your mother had made for you when you were a child.
Looking at them you cried a bit being reminded of Doumas weaponized fans, you had seen him train with them. It amazed you how well he could use them.
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You were now 26 and most of the hashiras you used to be friends with had died, except for gyomei, He was now 28. Sanemi had became a hashira and was now 21.
You walked along said uzui as he made fun of you for still being single. "Ha y/n I had three wives by the time I was 18! How are you 26 and been single your entire life! That's funny" he said proudly. "If only you knew" you mumbled under your breath.
You both were on your way to mt._____. Where a demon had killed and targeted women. "You know what uzui! I did have a lover! I was with him for two years now shut up" you said done with his bullshit. He stood there shocked at you.
"Really? So who left first then?" He asked. "Nobody left dumbass he got turned into a demon" you said making something up. 'Well I'm not completely lying' you thought to yourself. You remark kept uzui quiet for the rest of the way.
Upon arrival you instantly knew where you were and why the mountain sounded so familiar. You were in Doumas territory, you had no idea what his rank is now. The last time you saw he he was lower moon two, and that was ten years ago.
Uzui looked at you sensing your anxiety. "Y/n why are you so anxious?" He asked. "It's nothing" you said leading the way through the forest. "My~ my~ I was hoping they would send in more females but I guess one will do" both you and uzui stoped and listened to where the voice came from.
Douma Immediately we about to attack you but stopped halfway. "Huh? Oh I know you!" He said pointing at you. Uzui looked at you confused as to what the demon was talking about. Your blood ran cold he was now uppermoon two.
Douma continued to talk about knowing you. "Your that girl I met 12 years ago, I honestly only remember meeting you." Douma said. Before you knew it uzui was dead. There was a fan in his neck, douma stood there laughing saying how stupid uzui was to let his guard down.
Douma finally walked over to you. He stood before you, he used to be six feet tall but now he was about six two. He had gotten more muscle over time. Douma looked down at you seemingly in thought.
He finally spoke but his tone had changed from his happy voice you had heard a few minutes ago. "Hello my dear, nice to finally see you again." He said putting one of his fans under your chin and tilting your head up. "You're still as beautiful as I remember" he said, his voice was a bit deeper.
"Are you alright dear? If not I'm sure I can make you feel better. It has been ten years after all." He said his tone darkening as he pulled you closer to him. "Douma, not out here" you said looking away as a dark pink dusted your cheeks. "Why not?" He asked, he loved the reaction he got from you.
You stayed silent not trusting yourself to speak. What were you supposed to say when your old demon lover that just killed your friend wanted to have sex out in the middle of the forest.
~to be continued~ This is the part where it starts to not follow along the song.
