Ch.1 (I messed up)

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This was all wrong. How did it ever end up like this. You had messed up. You really fucking messed up.
Your cousin Jordan had just walked in on you trying to make yourself throw up. Yeah, Jordan Sweeto. That gamer guy from YouTube. You had kept your eating disorder a secret from him for almost 3 months now which was pretty good considering you and Jordan lived together.
Jordan found out last year that you were struggling with depression and anxiety, so when he decided to move out of country he made you move with him. Now you both lived with Brian Stars, Johnnie Guilbert and Kyle David Hall. It was awesome, all of you guys ran YouTube channels so you were all constantly filming or vlogging. On top of that you had all become really close especially you, Kyle and Johnnie. Sometimes you three slept in the same bed and just talked most of the night. You loved living with the four of them but now Jordan was gojng to tell them your best kept secret. And you were certsin they were going to hate you for it

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