The Suicide Room

Not Really An Update/ Goodbye?

Hey lovelies,

I know some of you have been waiting for me to update for a while now and I'm so sorry I haven't been able to.

I have been struggling with a self harm addiction up until quite recently. I have been cutting, and scratching my skin for about four years now. It was becoming very serious until a few months ago when I stumbled across My Digital Escape. After watching all of their videos in two days I found I no longer had the urge to cut and surprisingly I still do not. I had tried countless times to stop but, as soon as something even slightly triggering happened I relapsed and was right back where I started. It has become quite literally, my digital escape. When I was younger I overcame an eating disorder (anorexia nervosa) but I still have never felt comfortable with my body or image. Watching them helped me accept myself for who I am, I am beautiful.

I don't know if I will be continuing this story because I based the main character on me. It was pretty much a narration of my life but with all these people I felt like I had in my life (Johnnie, Kyle, and Jordan) but I really didn't.

If you want me to continue or just want someone to talk to, please comment. I am here for you. I never want any of you to feel alone because I am right here for you and I love you all so much.

Thanks for reading this story to begin with,

wearethekillers