jaywon εїз ( pjs + yjw )

ー☆ reason to smile (2)

< third person pov >
jungwon wake up and pick his gray sweater that he never wear before he always with his blue or black hoodie . he decide to put some lotion at least to make he look clean and neat .

jay too , he pick the long sleeve striped shirt baby blue colour everyone can tell he is alive person not " im alive but im dead " he style his hair down . he look his reflection on his mirror from hair to foot how he look like someone he used to be , the urge to cry is coming so he quickly get out from the house . he decided to said he take a walk to watch sunrise if anyone ask him why he look so good today .

he open the glass door and saw jungwon waves at him as he want to jay sit with him so jay rush to counter and place his order . he ordered some sweet too its been a long time he eat something like this . what is this jungwon boy why he make him change in just 10 minutes talk ?

he walk over to jungwon table and sit . jungwon smiled at him . jungwon look so cute with his gray sweater paw .

" hi " jay said as soon he sit in front of jungwon .
" i don't know anymore i don't want this to be awkward lets be friend ! " jungwon give his hand as he wait for jay to shake his hand with .
but instead jay smiled and grab tissue and wiped the whipped cream on jungwon lips .
" i never have friend before are you sure ? "
jay said as he look at the view outside . he already said this but he will said this again . he feel like alive like wake up with nice coffee and pretty bird sound with green plant . he smiled .
" you smiled !! "
" what do you think i cannot smile or what " jay stare at jungwon in cheeky way make jungwon turn red all of sudden .
" i dont care even if you monster i still want to be friend with you "
jay laugh as jungwon make gesture when he said monster . he so cute jay thought .

that day they spend time together for one day from morning coffee to arcade games to lunch at jungwon favourite place and hang out at park .

they currently sit on grass watch the kids play around and run from their parents make both of them tear up . they look at each other and laugh

" i dont have parents " jay said first and look at jungwon .
" i have. but they not here with me , we talked over money " jungwon chuckled how they never check up on jungwon and just transferred money as it was their routine .
jay come closer to jungwon to place jungwon head on his chest .

jay want jungwon let out the tear that he cover with giggle , smile , and laugh . jungwon was take back what jay was doing but he need that and he cried . jay pat jungwon head . they stayed like that for 3 minutes wait till jungwon let everything out .

" thank you " jungwon pull away and stare at jay who still looking at the view .

" i never talk with people even when they try to but why you make me look forward to be with you ? who are you jungwon ? "
before jungwon could said anything jay continues

" don't be sad anymore , i want to be there with you , i want to protect you . you know when you smile because i lost the game earlier ? i was about to cry why must god put someone who supposed to smile in harsh life make he lost his own smile " jay cried .

jungwon hug jay he snuggle on jay chest as jay wrap his arm around jungwon .
" dont be scared anymore okay ? im here . im always here with you . we only know each other for one day but i feel like we close friend in past life "

jungwon sobbing . jay hold jungwon chin to make jungwon look at him in eyes and jay wiped the younger tears with soft smiled . jungwon love the smile it make jungwon feel like " everything is okay you deserve happy thing only " . make jungwon feel assurance that he is deserved better . and they cuddle while watch the sun set .

" want to come over at my place ? "
" what ? how do i know you not bad person ? "
jungwon said with scared tone make jay giggle . jay look at him and ruffle the younger hair
" we hang out for a day how i am a bad person pretty boy ? " jungwon blushed it give jungwon stomach bug when jay called him pretty he hate that .
" sure ! "

they arrived at jay's place and its almost 8 am , jay assured jungwon that he safe not even bug can touch him .

" do you hungry ? i can cook but its been a long time i used kitchen hehe " jay hand jungwon shirt and sweatpants to jungwon change since the younger plan to sleep here jay wont let him go home too its already night .

" im calling police "
jungwon said and open his phone to dialed number .
" HEY IM NOT GONNA POISON YOU "
" how do i make sure that jay ssi ? im hungry and the chef is you . aren't that something to be scared of ? " jungwon playfully joking and make jay laugh

" im joking please cook something or i will cook you "
" now maybe im the one supposed to called police " jay said while prepare some ingredients
" you won't what would you do without me ? "
jay shook his head disbelief .
" jungwon ah i have some snack for you . its on shoe rack the one with cat plastic i bought that in case any hungry cat ask for food in my house " without jay realised jungwon behind him and bite his shoulder .
" AHRGHH "
" this cat is aggressive type huh "
jungwon about to bite again but jay stop him with laugh
" okay okay just sit there ill start cook " jay for real cannot stop laughing with how jungwon look so annoy while watch the tv screen looking for channel .

they both thought the same thing .
im happy . i want to stay like this forever can i ?

hehe part 3 ???