Strangled love - P.Jm | Y/N or J.jk | Y/N

part 18 (the girl)

Y/n : Jungkook!!
Back to sense I found myself in the tarrace, with Noona. Did that actually happened? How much of that was a fucking dream? I replaced my hand from my left cheeks which was there, for I don't know how many fucking minutes.
Y/n : where are you? I asked you something? Are you fine? You're acting really strange. Is everything okay?
Oh. Oh. Oh. So that means I didn't just confessed. I didn't got the slap either, but that doesn't mean I'm not angry. I'm angry hella angry, angry for a stupid reason and even after I know I don't have the right to be angry, I'm still angry.
Y/n : you're gone again, what is happening Jungkook.
Me : uh... Nothing I just don't feel quiet good. I feel like I will have a fever anytime soon.

Closing my eyes I calmed myself down, I should chose a better timing, and untill then I should be careful with my acts and words. My eyes were closed when I felt a cold hands over my forehead. I didn't bothered to open them either, I just stayed like that feeling the soft touch to the depth of me. Though it was just a skin contact it felt as if she has touched my soul. Soon the hand slid to cup my face, my eyes were still closed.

Y/n : do you want to take rest? Let's do one thing, the whole palace is at rent, so you should go inside any room and take some rest I will get the medicines for you till then.

That was it and, the same hand once was wrapped around my wrist taking me away from the tarrace. That was when I opened my eyes to look at her. She is literally the replacement of goddess itself. The most beautiful soul, one can ever meet.

Till this time since I've met her, I've got to notice one thing about her. If she cares for someone she will put everything aside for that person, even if it's her comfort zone. She will do everything in her power to make that person feel safe and at home. This is the way she is. Selfless, caring and a literal sweetheart. No wonder everyone loved her back in her school times.

Casey : Boss, Mr. Kim is starting the event, Mr. Park told me to inform you.

We were in the hallway to go inside a room, when Casey came searching for y/n.

Y/n : okay, I'll be there in some minutes.
Me : no, let's just go to the main hall.

I interrupted, not at all impressed with the idea of staying alone locked inside a room.

Y/n : are you sure you will be okay?
Me : yeah. Let's go. Plus I'll get bored in a room alone.
Y/n : okay, then just stay by my side and if you feel like your fever is rising just let me know. Okay?

I'll gladly stay by your side, for the rest of my life. I nodded holding her hand tightly for a better grip. She lead me to the main hall and I followed her behind, with a wide grin. Casey foowed behind both of us.

Just as we entered the main hall all eyes were on us, mainly on our hands. People are definitely getting ideas of something. Now I'm scared if she'll leave my hand, I know I'm being selfish but I don't want to leave her hand. They fit so perfect like puzzle, just meant to be together.

Instead of letting it go, she held even more tightly, I swear I heard my heart crying "this is the girl" yes, this is the girl. Years ago I used to ask myself who will be my soulmate? The one who will understand me, without even me saying anything. The one who will be both gentle and strict to me. The one who will lead me to the right way of life. The one who will show me stars in broad daylight. The girl who will have me wrapped around her tiny finger, who will make me whipped for her.

And now I have the asnwer, this is the girl. LEE Y/N, the queen of my heart, my soul and my existence. I'm nothing without her. She is my universe, my entire existence is only because of her. She is not in this world for me, I am in this world for her. It's her world and I'm just living, and my only oxygen is she herself. Now I'm gonna make her my muse.