"appreciation project"

Ny

My name is y/n.

No one understands me.

I am alone, and I'll rather keep it that way.

You see, it's just me and my old man.

My mom? She's not in the picture. She left my old man and me when I was just a baby. Enough of her she's dead to us.

I am not a people person, I don't like people, I don't like socializing. I don't like partying. I don't like attention. But I especially don't like nynke. We've had history.

You see Ny is one of our schools popular. We used to be best friends growing up until they chose popularity over me.

I had trusted them with everything and in the end, they stabbed me in the back.

But...

But truth be told, I have been in love with them my whole life, ever since we met.
—-

*next morning*

*ring* *ring* *ring*

I hear my alarm go off. I get up from my California king bed, and turn off the alarm. I process walking towards the mirror and see my 4'7ft hourglass body. I quickly noticed the eye bags under my eyes.

I leave them I don't try to cover them up. You see lost girls would rush to cover them with makeup but I don't. Like I've said I'm not like other girls. I'm not a girly girl, I don't like parties, make-up, dresses, shopping, etc.

I then noticed my alarm and saw I was late for class. I quickly grabbed a collared shirt, then put a crew neck over it. Grab a random pair of leggings. Then finally I put my hair in a messy bun. I don't care what I look like I just want to get my education and move on.
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*at school*

I walked through the big doors of the school. I try to hurry up to my locker and before ny gets there, as I approach the my locker is see no sign of ny and quickly run-up to it trying to get my books out.

Just as I was going to close my closer I felt a sting across my back. I didn't register that I had been pushed into my locker.

I turn around and I see ny laugh.

It broke my heart... How could I still be in love with them?

No matter how hard I try to get rid of this crush I fall in deeper.

"You're such a brat, I can't believe you're still alive ugh," Ny says

I can't believe they told me that. My heart sank. I was grabbing my book when I feel pain in my head. I realized that Ny and their minions had pulled my hair, and we're now dragging me across the hallway.

I don't cry. I don't scream. I don't attempt to get anyone's attention for help.

I just let it happen.

Why??

I love them. No matter what they do, I will never hurt them.

As I am being dragged I finally see that we're approaching the bathroom. I know what's going to happen next.

"Are you a ready nerd?" Ny says while laughing.