I'LL TAKE YOU TO THE HELL

Choice

All day no one talked with Peter. He was too tired to talk with somebody. He only ate in his own room and didn't let come in to anyone. The next day Edmund came to brother to talk with him.
- Hi, Peter. How do you feel today?
- Better. Thank you. - answered still in bed smiling.
- We really need to talk.
- About what? Everything's okay already! Narnia is free. Caspian moved on to Miraz's castle to talk with telmarines, they will decide who wants to stay with us, who wants to leave Narnia.
- Yes, with this - everything's ok. But not with us. And you.
- Me? I am fine. I didn't die.
- Will we back to England?
Peter was schocked of that question.
- Back? To.. to England? Why? You... I thought you're happy here. I am. Lucy is too.
- Susan?
- Well, she's not. Yesterday she told me something but I cannot have heard her at all. I'm gonna talk with her today. But I'm sure we will be happier here over there.
- Peter, England is our home. Don't you remember last time? We thought we will stay in Narnia forever but we returned. I don't want to live it again. If we will have to return, we should do it NOW. I don't want to start doing perfect life as a king and then return to school. Plus I didn't write test... math test so...
Peter laughed. He didn't know what to answer on that.
- Well... I can't see future. I don't know. I don't want to return to England.
- No? Why not? Because of her?
- Her?
- Amberle?
Peter didn't know that Edmund knows so much.
- Why Amberle? I don't know what the hell you're talking about...
- You know. You are in love with her. I didn't know that you could know what love means.
- I'm sorry?
- In England you had only 2 girlfriends. I knew that you didn't love them. Everyone knew it. Even Lucy.
- I lo-.... alright I liked them.
- But you didn't love.
- I was young. - Peter wanted to end theme but Edmund didn't want to let him on it.
- Now you're older. And I'm happy you love somebody but Peter... are you sure she is... you know, for you? You are from other world. She's telmarine, she is an elf. And you're from England. You're human. You're student. You're brother. You're son. You're different. You should think of it.
- Ed...
- I didn't finish. I don't want to know what do you think of it. Just think. And Caspian is in love with her too.
- WHAT?! - screamed Peter.
- Hm, yes. Then really think and do something. Decide what to do. - said last sentence and left Peter alone.

In the same time Amberle decided that today she needs to check - Caspian or Peter. She wants to spend half of day with one, and second half of day with second one. Then she will know what she feels. She hopes. Princess knew that Caspian is in Miraz's castle so she went to Peter's room.
- Hi, how you're feeling?
- Good. - said Peter still thinking of it, what Ed told to him.
- I'm glad you are here. Really. And I'm so proud you killed him! All Narnia is grateful. You're legend and you'll always be.
- Thank you, Amberle. You don't have to tell me that. I really feel better.
- I'm just saying truth.
Peter smiled.
- Alright. Peter...I... I think we should talk...
- About...?
- You know. This what happened before... before you...
- Oh, yes... Our kiss.
Amberle's heart hitted her stronger.
- Yes. What do you feel to me?
- My kiss didn't show it to you?
Peter took her hand and looked really deep in her eyes. He kissed her. She was feeling really not okay with this. Yesterday Caspian kissed her. Now AGAIN him. They really think they can kiss her everytime they want? She stopped.
- We shouldn't.
- Why? - asked Peter.
- It's not fair.
- Not fair of what?
- To my feelings.
- I'm sorry I can't get it.
- I am torn. Yesterday Caspian kissed me.
Peter's heart was broken right now. He felt every fucking pices of his heart.
- I really love Caspian. I told you, we hated each other but we cared of each other still. I always loved him. Everytime when I told him that I HATE him I tired to say that I LOVE him. I always did, I do and I will. But...
Peter didn't hear that but, because he cannot hear her anymore. He thought that she chose. Not him.
- Peter, do you hear me? - asked Amberle few seconds ago.
- Yes. I heard what I needed.
- I didn't finish.
- But you decided. I can hear.
- I did. I think I did. - said smiling princess.
- When Caspian will return he will come to you at first. You'll tell him.
- No... we should tell him both.
- For what both? He's your love not mine. He doesn't need to know about us if you don't want.
- Peter! Did you hear me?! I love YOU!
Peter head cannot have wrote it many seconds yet. But when it did it... he was happy like... like never he was.
- You love ME. You...
- YES! I want you to stay in Narnia. Stay here. Narnians need you. Narnia needs you. I need you. Even Caspian needs you.
Peter kissed her again. It was their third kiss. Third the best because they both knew that they are in love with each other.