HIS Sky ☁..

Still Lurking In The Shadows..

🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨( warning there is abuse and use of false language) 🚨🚨

I am here again . again in my hell .it's all looks the same like it was yesterday, the same wooden stairs where I am standing looking directly in the living room. there she is still looking so beautiful my mother from outside if you see her you will think to see soo perfect just like an angle but if you see in her eyes,  past those barriers that she has built-in all those years you will see nothing but pain and broken soul and there he is the demon of my hell and the only person that never let me forget that it was my fault that whatever happened that day mine and only mine. my father.

'' how can you do this to her, she is your fucking daughter for goodness sake. the money was saved for her medicine, for a doctor's appointment, and other basic needs for our other daughter,'' she said screaming to his face. disappointment clear on her face.

he grabbed a fist full of her hair and screamed on her face ''how dare you to raise your  voice at me .those money are mine  because all you have given me is those worthless bitches  at least all you could give me is the money you earn from your job.''

All he sees me and my a few weeks older sister as nothing but worthless bitches, my father talking like this about his daughters .he had stopped working when I was 7,  saying that I   am becoming the brat and mom is spending all his and her money on me . since then he never worked and mom had been doing the work and paying the bills. she was a nurse in the hospital .they keep on screaming at each other until my mother caught my eyes and she looked soo hurt that I have been listening to my father speaking like this about me and my sister. she took a step towards me making my presence known to my father which make his head turn to me.

'' there she is the reason for all this problem in our life you know if you never was born our life was all good but no you had to came and make our life living hell for us don't you. you are nothing but a burden on me and your mother why don't do a thing go and kill yourself for goodness sake so we can live in peace either way you are going to die not to know then a few years later when it will catch up with you  . so save us some money and time and die you god dame worthless bitch '' my father march towards me wile screamed at me he grabbed me by my hair and pushed me so I can fall from stair.

I  could hear my mother screaming and running towards me to help me stand on my feet  I could also hear my sisters crying upstairs in my room .my father pushed my mother and she fall on the floor he raise his hand to own me I covered my face with my hand thinking it would heartless and then '' Beep, Beep, BEEP,''  and I come back to reality from my hell.

I used to wake up with heavy breathing and scared but now it feels like it's part of my life, go to bead sleep and wake up with the same memories. I switched off the alarm and walked out of my room to the washroom I did my morning routine stood in front of the mirror looking at me.

All I could see is a girl so thin with a scar on her back, long black hair, a small waist, a little extra wide ass, and C size breast and brown eye with nothing but shattered soul in them.

''mommy are you in '' I came out off my thought by the voice of my little hope and reason of me being alive I wore my clothes and cleaned my face took a long breath and opened the door and there she is in here little night suit, my daughter and life my Lilly...