It was Sunday 8:45 am. I woke up and as usual, woke up in an empty bed. I got up and rubbed my eyes in slight pain. I got out of my bed, took a sip of water, and went to the bathroom down the hall to brush my hair and my teeth. I walked out of the bathroom, and got punched by the smell of cigarette smoke. I honestly love the smell of smoke but specifically cigarette smoke didn't sit right with me. I ignored the smell and went downstairs, after picking up my computer, and I went to a small room that I call my calm room.
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I laid down on the small bed, in the room. It was suppose to be like a storage closet but I kind of took it over and made it my little area. I didn't even bother to go find Zaroff this morning. He smokes and drinks a lot, and just the smell of the cigarette smoke and alcohol made me nauseas. He never bothered trying to quit his addiction, nor will he ever admit he has an addiction. When he's drunk, he's not abusive or violent, thankfully, he's just overly tired and a little stupid.
I heard him talking to someone in the main room. '𝘈𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘷𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘮. .' I thought. I didn't care that he kills people. Its the only thing keeping his sanity in line. He use to be in wars and he developed a kind of PTSD and OCD that he can't control. I don't bother trying to help him getting over killing. If he doesn't, he'll lose his sanity.
The talking in the main room stopped for 10 minutes, then i heard a knock at my door. I paused whatever i was doing on my computer and opened the door. I was greeted by my fiancé smiling at me. "𝒢𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔, 𝒟𝒶𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔," He spoke out rather softly. "𝐻𝑒𝓎 𝐻𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎," I replied back to him, returning the smile. He stepped closer to me and pulled me closer to him by my waist. He stared at me for a while before kissing me passionately. I returned the kiss, and after a while, our tongues were dancing together, yet again. He pulled away after a while, biting my bottom lip, while a string of saliva connected our mouths together. My arms rested on his shoulders, his hands grabbed my waist gently. We looked at each other for a while before i kissed his nose and smiled, in return, he kissed my cheek lovingly and smiled at me. "𝐿𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝑔𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒷𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓀𝒻𝒶𝓈𝓉," Zaroff spoke out, breaking the loving silence. I nodded in response and we walked to the kitchen.
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ℭ𝔞𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔬 𝔭.𝔬.𝔳.
He proposed to me a few months ago, after dating for 2 years, in a rose field outside the mansion. We didn't get married right away since planning took a lot of time, and because Zaroff has been extremely busy. He says he could push work aside so we can finally get married but I refuse to let him skip out on work. His work is more important than me. But I'm still excited for the day he gets laid off work for a while so we can officially be husband and husband.
We're planning to get married on the island, on the exact spot he proposed to me on. Me and my friends, Mari, Lucas, and Charlie, are helping me with planning. They help over the phone since the waters are dangerous, and I live on an island. Zaroff is 34 and I'm only 26, which some people find weird, but it is legal.
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ℭ𝔞𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔬 𝔭.𝔬.𝔳.
Me and Zaroff laid in bed cuddling. He was drinking while reading a book, and i was on my computer doing random things. I didn't like the smell of alcohol but Zaroff felt so warm, so I delt with the smell and stayed next to him. Love him with every blood vessel in my body. He put his arm around me and rested his head on mine, not breaking contact to the book. I still had the purple pants and hoodie he put me in yesterday after he did -That- to me. I got tired just thinking about everything he did. I kissed him on the cheek, and he turned and looked at me. I smiled at him and him smiled "𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽," was all he said before placing a gentle kiss on my lips.
He was everything I loved and more. I fell for a criminal. "𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. ." I said before kissing him back. We broke the kiss and I moved my body closer to him to get more comfortable. And i could tell he liked that. I got needy. I slowly took his book out of his hands and i laid it face down on the nightstand. I shut my computer and i slid onto his lap. I placed one hand on his cheek and the other on his shoulder and kissed him passionately on the lips. He had one hand on my thigh and the other on my waist and he returned the kiss. The taste of alcohol on his tongue tasted like Heaven now instead of Hell.
We both started using tongue into the kiss. His taste was so addictive. He suddenly moved his hands more up my back. One hand resting on my back and the other pulling my hair down, making a male sigh escape my mouth, as my head rocked back. Once my head was out of the way, he planted soft, warm kisses all over my bare neck. Both of my hands rested on his shoulder and soft moans escaped me. He started biting and sucking my neck. he has sharp teeth, so it feels amazing when he bites. He starting planting love bites all over my neck and collar bone.
I kissed up my neck, to my chin, then let go of my hair and kissed my lips again. We both used tongue. We pulled apart and he bit my bottom lip before grinning at me. "𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 . ." I said. "𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜, 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜𝑜" He replied, still grinning at me. I got off his lap and gave him back his book, he took it and waited for me to get comfortable then he placed one last kiss on the top of my head. I opened my computer and started going back to what i was doing. We stayed there, in bed for a while. I was the weekend after all, we had nothing to do. I'm so glad to have Zaroff by my side. He's the only murderer I will ever love.
