Am I enough for you? (Karlnap)

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Sapnap and Karl have never had sex before so...

TW!!
Eating disorders
Self harm
Daddy kink

9:52pm
Karl sat in his room looking at himself in the mirror. He was very skinny. He hadn't eaten in a whole week. He hasn't touched any food. He's been forcing himself to throw up the food he hasn't even eaten. Karl's stomach growled and he winced. It hurt so badly. He just wanted to eat anything at this point. He couldn't handle it. But he wouldn't dare touch any food. Sapnap was coming to visit for the first time and he just wanted to look ok.

Every time Karl looks at himself he just think he's getting fatter and fatter so he just doesn't eat and keeps forcing himself to throw up. He was in pain and tears looking at how fat he still was. He wouldn't ever look good enough for Sapnap. Karl stood up and walked to the bathroom pulling his sleeves up and grabbing the razor blade out of the drawer.

He looked at his already cut arm and sighed. "This is for Sapnap. I have to do it. He wouldn't ever love me." Karl said pressing the blade into his skin. The tears dropped everytime he cut his arm open. Finally he put the blade down and cleaned his arm and put his hoodie back on still in tears from the pain. He phone buzzed and it was Sapnap video calling him. He quickly wiped his tears and answered the phone.

S: KARL IM OUTSIDE YOUR HOUSE RIGHT NOWW

K: R-really?!

S: YES COME OPEN THE DOORRRR

K: Ok ok I'm coming

Karl hung up and walked down stairs and opened the door to be greeted by a giant hug and falling backwards. "AAAAHH KARL I'M HERE I'M HERE I'M HERE I'M HERE!!" Sapnap fell on top of Karl hugging him tightly. Karl hugged him tightly. "Hi Sappy!"

10 minutes later
"Karl can I use the bathroom?"
"Yeah it's upstairs first door to the right." Sapnap got up and went upstairs. Karl grabbed his phone and was going to order Sap some food. "Hey Karl!" He looked up from his phone. "Yeah?" "Come here please!" Karl wondered what he needed. As soon as Karl opened the door and Sap hugged him. Karl was taken back. "Karl why didn't you tell me?!" Karl was very confused. "Tell you what?" Sapnap pointed down at the bloody razor blade Karl forgot to throw away.

Karl looked back at Sapnap who looked like he was going to cry. "Karl you could've said something to me! I could've helped you!" Sapnap said throwing it away. Karl looked down at the floor wanting to cry. "Sapnap I just wanted to look perfect for you. I just wanted to make everyone happy." Karl said still looking at floor. "Karl you've made more than plenty of people happy. Including me. I could never be happier Karl. You look amazing Karl. Even prettier than anyone. Let me see where you cut Karl. Please." Sapnap said putting a hand on Karl's shoulder.

Still looking at the floor, Karl pulled his sleeves up and closed his eyes not wanting to look at Sapnap. "Karl.. Why?" Karl pulled Sapnap into a a hug crying. "Because I'm ugly! I'm fat and people hate me! I look like a freak! I thought you'd think I look ugly and horrible and I haven't eaten in a week and I keep cutting and-" Sapnap lifted Karl's head up and kissed his tear stained cheek.

Karl sobbed harder and said "Am I enough for you Sapnap?" Sapnap looked shocked. "Karl! You're more than enough! Why would you think you're less worth anything than you are?!" Karl sobbed into Sapnaps hoodie while he rubbed his back. "S-Sapnap?" Karl looked at Sapnap. "Yes?" Tears fell down Karl's face as he said "Make me feel more than enough Sapnap. Please." Sapnaps jaw dropped.

Karl turned bright red. "S-sorry I-I didn't m-mean it like t-that I-" Sapnap interrupted Karl by kissing him. Karl kissed him back. Sapnap picked Karl up and took him in the hallway. "Karl where's your room?" Karl pointed to a purple door and Sapnap went straight in there and sat Karl on the bed. "Tell me if you want me to stop ok?" Karl nodded looking down at Sapnaps pants.

Sapnap took his belt off tying Karl's hands above his head. Karl groaned. "Hoodie off." Sapnap untied his hands, slipped his hoodie and shirt off and tied his hands back the way they were. Sapnap took Karl's pants off and then his own. Karl looked down at Sapnaps raging boner.

"Hurry Sapnap. Please I'm begging you." Sapnap quickly slipped off his boxers and then Karl's. Sap quickly started sucking Karl's dick making him moan and turn red. Sap started only sucking the tip teasing Karl making him whimper. "D-don't tease me Sap." Sapnap stopped and looked up at him. "It's daddy to you." Sapnap said sucking his dick.

"*moans loudly* D-dAdDy ahhh f-fuck!" Sap gripped his thighs sucking faster and faster. "SAPNAP AGHH F-FUCK AHH DADDY!!" Moaned Karl with his eyes shut tight. Sapnap felt Karl's dick twitch and started sucking it faster. Karl wasn't able to hold it and he cummed. "Agh fuck daddy~ *moans*" Sapnap swallowed his cum and licked his lips getting closer to Karl's face. Karl looked up at Sapnap. "Sapnap fuck me please. I'm begging you to fuck me." Sapnap smirked. "You little slut. Begging like a puppy. Wanting my dick.."

Sapnap started teasing Karl. Rubbing the insides of his thighs, slightly rubbing his dick. Karl whimpered not wanting to be teased. "P-please Sap." Sapnap kissed Karl and then put his dick at Karl's hole. "Safe word is watermelon ok Karl?" Karl nodded. "Make me feel more than enough daddy." Sapnap slowly put his dick inside of Karl. Karl arched his back up.

Sapnap started thrusting quickly in and out of Karl. "MmHmmM daddy s-stop its too much p-please!" Sapnap lifted Karl's legs up on his shoulders holding them in place thrusting faster and faster. "Safe word or I'm gonna keep going!" Sapnap started going faster than he ever has making Karl scream im pleasure. Karl's dick spat out cum in every direction while Sapnap kept going trying to get to his high.

"S-SAPNAP AGHHHH F-FUCK I-I-I N-NO MORE PLEASE I-I-I'M BEGGING YOU AAGHHHH DADDY AAHHH FUCKKK!!" Sapnap was so close to the finishing point and kept pounding into Karl as hard as he possibly could. Karl's dick squirted out more cum while he was moaning loudly tears falling down his face. "A-ALMOST KARL I-I'M CLOSE AGH FUCK KARL!"

Sapnap cummed in Karl falling back on the bed breathing in deeply still cumming. "S-Sapnap?" Karl said. Sapnap looked up at Karl who was covered in cum, sweat and tears. "W-will you h-help m-me to the bathroom please?" Sapnap stood up shaking and untied Karl's hands. He picked him up and tried to stand him up. Karl toppled over on top of Sapnap. Sapnap carried Karl out into the hallway and walked into the bathroom and set Karl in the bathtub.

He turned the water on and kissed Karl's sweaty forehead and Karl giggled. "Sapnap while this is filling up in that closet right there are sheets and shit. You don't have to or anything-" Sapnap cut him off and kissed him. "Karl after this we're covering your cuts and you have to at least eat something." Karl sighed. He forgot about that. Karl turned the water off and then Sapnap got in the closet and pulled the new sheets out and went back to Karl's room and cleaned up the mess and then changed the sheets.

He looked through the drawers and got Karl some clothes and walked back into the bathroom. "Sappy come look!" Karl said floating on the water. "Karl that's bad. You need to eat something. You're very light." Sapnap said setting down the clothes. Karl whimpered in fear.

After Karl washed up Sapnap brought him downstairs and set him on the couch and ordered some food and Karl was scared. The food arrived and Sapnap sat it in front of Karl and Karl looked at Sapnap. "Do I have to?" Karl asked picking up a chicken nugget. Sapnap nodded. Karl closed his eyes and shoved the chicken nugget in his mouth quickly chewing it and swallowed it.

He opened his eyes and looked at Sapnap who was smiling. "Good job baby now do it again." Karl picked up another chicken nugget and ate it. He winced because it did kind of hurt. "D-did I do it?" Karl asked. Sapnap nodded and hugged him. "You'll always be more. I love you no matter what happens. You're more than enough Karl."

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 22, 2021 ⏰

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