Love or Money?

New Chance

“Brian, I actually can explain everything” I tried to reach for his arm but he escaped me.

His face was exactly showing what he was thinking right now. He felt screwed by some really stupid lie. I know I should have played with open cards from the beginning but Brandon told me it wasn’t a good idea telling them we were some homeless people and actually couldn’t afford a concert like this. I still didn’t know how he could get tickets like this but that was something I didn’t care for that right now.

“How do you want to explain this? That you pretended to be some girl with a lots of money and probably faked almost everything in your whole story to be fucked by some band member?”

He started to sound ridiculous since he was the one that seduced me but I didn’t want to gamble in more trouble.

“Yes I lied about the status, but everything else is true. How would you react to hear a story that I lost my parents and never got a good childhood like most of the kids? I know that’s no excuse but I’m not really happy about it either.”

“You could have at least try it. I’m not a person that is judging people about their income. I want to see the person behind it, no matter what their background story is. But you disappointed me.”

He was calling for his dog and I saw that he went back to some lady that I had seen yesterday already. I think it was his wife or some other girls that he slept with.
I surely messed up the best chance I could ever get. I didn’t want to scream for his name now because it wouldn’t change anything unless that I would make myself look ridiculous in front of everyone around here. So I watched him go until I turned around and went back to our little so called “house”.

Brandon was lying awake in bed and watched me coming in. Since I wasn’t hungry at all anymore I laid down and snuggled up to him. I think he felt that was something wrong with me, but also knew that it wasn’t a good choice to ask either. When I had something on my mind I wanted to have the choice to tell the person about it. I didn’t like people that kept asking me what the problem was or pushing me to finally speak about the problem.Maybe they only cared for me and just wanted the best but I didn’t want to feel forced. I lived in that cage for some years and finally felt free.

“Can we stay here forever?” I mumbled against his naked chest while my hand ran down his upper body to the waistband of his pants.

“You’ve got something already in mind?” he smirked at me.

He put his hand onto my neck and pulled me up to him. Our lips just met for a second but when I felt that tingly feeling in my stomach I knew that I probably made the right choice. It was Brandon that had been always there for me and helped me through all miserable moments.

“Nothing in particular but we could lead this on and see where it takes us?” I tried to smile and just focus on him right now.

Synyster was some history now and probably would stay this forever.

~*~

*Synyster’s P.O.V.*

It was already 4am and I still couldn’t find some proper sleep since the time I went to bed, which must had been 3 hours ago. I looked at the ceiling while my mind was browsing around Amanda and her way she lied to me. Usually I hate people when they started to pretend someone and fake everything around them. Though after all what happened I can’t hate this girl.
She affected me in some way I had never felt before. I know it was strange thinking that since I’m with Michelle for so long but she made me feel alive again. She changed my life and somehow controlled my mind by only fucking her once in the bathroom. Amanda was a beautiful young lady with some nice body and tattoos placed on the right place.
I needed someone to talk and the first person that popped into my mind was Matt. Since he was a hardcore gamer he probably would be still in the living room playing some sort of game I decided to talk with him. So I got up quietly to avoid Michelle waking up and went outside to smoke a cigarette. I dialed his number and just had to wait for him answering the phone.