The broken light

Chapter 4

School started tomorrow, and I haven't talked to Nash since we kissed. I wonder if he regrets it? I mean he probably just did it because of the moment. I was picking out my outfit when I just glanced out my window. That's when I saw "IT", the "THING" that makes school harder for me. Her and her family were over at Nash's house. Great, Nash might as well forget that I exist because she will brain wash him because that's who she is, she only cares about what she wants and nothing will get in her way of that, and the "IT" had a name Bianca. I can't say I hate her because I don't, I feel sorry for her. Me and Bianca never like each other. She was always cool and I was always, not that I was lame but we had are different crews, mine just was not the cool crew. I threw the clothes I had picked out to the floor, I was pissed! She always ruined everything for me. I sat slouched on my bed with my arms crossed. I got under neath the comforter on my bed and fell asleep, I was only asleep for 15 minutes but it felt like hours. I was woken by a knock at the door. I walked down my stairs slowly rubbing my eyes. I hadn't even looked how it was "what do you want?" I asked looking at a piece of food on my shirt. I heard Nash's voice say "well what a great way to greet the door". I looked up and my eyes widened "ugh...I'm sorry" I said. "It's okay" he said laughing, I smiled and adjusted my shorts. "Do you want to go on a walk around the creek?" He asked. I was surprised he was asking ME! Bianca and her family were still over at his house. I nodded and slipped my saddled on. I shut the door behind me and pulled my hair up. As we were walking I could see him move closer to me. "So do you know Bianca?" Nash asked. "Ya we go to school together"
I said back. "Do you like her?" Nash asked. I looked at him then at the ground. "No" I said lightly. "Oh, Ya me either" he said. "What?" I said surprisingly. "She's just..all about her, nobody else. When I was talking to her she wasn't even listening to what I had to say...and then when she was talking everything was about her". "Yup...that's Bianca"I said kind of giggling. I wanted to get off the topic of her. I sat down and put my feet in the creek, the water was cold but it felt nice. Then Bianca came outside to sit with us."veronica?" She said. I turned around "hey Bianca"I said annoyed. "You live in this neighborhood?" She said confused. "Yup, right next door" I said pointing to my house. "I didn't know that" she said happily. "Why are you being so nice?" I said to her. She giggled and said "what are you talking about?". That's when I knew she was just being nice because of Nash. I can't stand fake people, I got up and started to walk toward my house. "Wait veronica" Nash said. "Ya" I turned around and said sternly. "Can I come over and hangout with you" he said. I nodded and grabbed his hand. We walked in my house and went to my room. I sat down on my bed. "Wow your room is big" Nash said. "You should see my older sisters room if you think this is big" I said laughing. I turned on some music and sat down again. Nash's started going through my closet, the next thing I new he was wearing my dress. "Oh that looks hot on you" I said laughing. He struck a pose and said "oh thanks". I could not stop laughing, it was so tight on him...I can see why men don't wear dresses, they look horrible in them. Then he grabbed some of my shorts and my crop top and put those on. I was laughing so hard my stomach began to hurt. Nash plopped himself next to me on the bed. It was quiet. "Nash?" I said. "Ya?" He said. I slowly picked up one of my pillows and hit him with it. "Ugh..what was that for?" He said laughing. "I don't know" I said. I jumped up and grabbed his hand. "I gotta show you something" I said excited. I took him to the wooded part of my back yard. "What?" He said curious. I lead him deeper into the woods, then there was my quiet space. The was my hammock and my table. "Ta-da" I said laughing. He smiled and said "what is this?" I jumped into the hammock "my quiet place" I said. Nash started swinging the hammock, then he laid next to me. "So.." Nash started "shhhhh" I interrupted, "it's called my quiet place for a reason" I said. We had fallen asleep and Nash's moms yelling woke me. I shook Nash. "What, what?" He said jumpy like. "Your moms calling you!" I said. Nash got up and hugged me and walked home. I laid there for about 30 minutes more. I finally got up and walked inside. I was a little worried about what would happen tomorrow, I guess we will have to wait and see. I took a shower and got my stuff ready and then went to sleep.