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My ex boyfriend...
Lamar: wassup ma he said, I felt him staring at me but I didn't make eye contact I just stared at me feet.
Me: hi I nearly whispered
Lamar: speak up I can't hear you he said putting his finger under my chin making me jump back.
My anxiety was kicking in all his friends was just watching us I wish I didn't leave without kentrell Im about to cry omg I hate it here.
Lamar: fuck you jumping for he said raising his voice.
Me: I'm not... I need to buy food I said quietly turning around trying to step into the shop
Lamar: where have you been I ain't seen you in a minute I missed you he said making a tear roll down my face I quickly wiped it away.
" she crying" a girl from the group said making them laugh.
Lamar: shut up you stupid hoe he said walking into the shop grabbing my hand. " where have you been" he asked again.
Me: my mum made us move to Atlanta she told me it was some sort of holiday then when we got there we never left I lied not wanting to tell him where I actually stayed at
Lamar: why you-
" next customer" the worker shouted making me walk away quickly.
I ordered me and kentrell's food paid and stayed near the till not wanting to go back but obviously he called me back over.
Lamar: ay come back... im gone see you more he said but I didn't sound like a question it sounded like I didn't have a choice.
Me: ok I said lowly
Lamar: let me get your number
Me: no let me take yours I said hopping he would give it because I wouldn't call him
Lamar: no I'd rather you gimme yours he said then I nodded my head and I wrote my number in his phone then the worker told me my food was ready so I went over and grabbed it, trying to leave the shop without talking to him again.
Lamar: aren't you gonna say bye?
Me: oh yeah I forgot... bi I said turning around walking out the shop fast but he still followed behind and grabbed my arm making me flinch.
Lamar: stop flinching... ima call you, I love you he said trying to kiss me but I turned my head so he kissed me in my cheek.
I finally turned around walking as fast as I could as soon as I turned the corner I started running home within 4 minutes I made it back I stopped outside the house for about a minute to slow down my breathing just incase kentrell ask me questions.
I opened the door locking it behind me placing his food on the counter going back to room. I placed my food on the bed walking into the bathroom to wash my face. Seeing him brought back so many bad memories, I hate him so much I cried staring into the mirror then dried my face clicked onto Netflix eating my food.
I really just wanna lay with kentrell right now and cry but he being prestige for no reason.
I finished eating then laid down so I could go to sleep then kentrell walked in, I continued watching Netflix not looking at him.
He got in the sheets trying to lay with me making me move to the other side of the bed this nigga is bipolar I swear.
Kentrell: why you moving
Me: you done acting prestige?
Kentrell: mane shut up leave me alone he said sucking his teeth
Me: what the he- boy go back in the other room no one told you to come in here bout sum leave me al- shut the fuck up I said mocking him
Kentrell: damn sorry ma he said staring at me. " mhhh" I replied.
I can't stay mad at him to long I just wanna hug him so bad but I have to act mad still.
Kentrell: ma... I'm sorry he said hugging me making me give in and hug him back he makes me so happy it's unreal.
Me: it's ok baby
Kentrell: you really brought yourself food without buying any for me he said frowning
Me: your foods downstairs I said sucking me teeth
Kentrell: awwwee how sweet he said acting posh
Me: boy please- I said bursting out laughing "I'll get it for you" I said walking downstairs putting his food in the microwave then bringing it back. "Here" I said handing it to him
Kentrell: thanks ma he said kissing my cheek
He ate while we watched Netflix.
My phone dinged twice making me pick it up and look at it
Unsaved number
> wassup it's Lamar > what you tryna do bae
I mentally rolled me eyes then powered my phone off I felt kentrell looking at me but he didn't say anything which I was great full for I didn't want him to be mad on are trip.
