don't know was that just an infatuation or obsession for him... but he surely made a lot of difference in my life. i never wanted to go back to him, well why would i think that is of any use?? i mean when he is not ready to maintain this relationshi...
"It surely wasn't love in any sense... because if it was then i wouldn't have been in this situation, my story has got a lot to tell about obsession and love. i mistook his obsession for love and Kabir's love to be friendship. i am all alone in this journey and the only hope left in me is rivan" said riddima looking at the Ganapati statue in front of her.
she had already reached India and now she was praying to her Bappa before having an encounter with her so-called lover...
riddima's pov
i was praying to God with full devotion and that's when i heard a woman's cry. i turned around to see a woman in her mid 40's sitting down with an injury in her legs. i immediately rushed to the lady and helped her in washing the wound. i slowly took some turmeric from her thaali and rubbed it on her wound, trying my best not to hurt her...
the lady: i am sorry for taking your precious time beta... i was just being careless thinking about things...
riddima: it's okay aunty... i understand and it was my pleasure helping you.
the lady: well i think, you are new here... where are you from beta??
riddima: actually you are right, i am from Banglore and is settled in new york so Mumbai is really new for me.
the lady: oh i see... so what about your stay and all??
riddima: not decided yet aunty...
the lady: hmm then come and stay with me Nah... don't deny me please, take me as your mother and come along Nah...
riddima: but... hmm okay fine.
the lady: btw what's your name?? my name is uma...
riddima: oh nice name aunty, my name is riddima.
uma: hmm now lets go...
i nodded and followed her, and soon a lot of bodyguards came along with us when we reached outside the temple. that's when i realized she is someone really influential... i just sat in the car avoiding all my unwanted thoughts. we soon reached the house or you can say mansion. we entered and she told me to go to the room which is the first one after the stairs. for some reason i could feel my heartbeat raising when i stepped each of my steps... after a few steps, i reached the doorstep of the room beside me, its too cold in there. i can feel it even standing outside and coldness to this extend just reminds me of one thing and that is.... him! being lost in the memories i entered the room! i was literally shivering just by stepping inside but his words, his feel had clouded me in such a way that i couldn't back off from the room. but before i could step further, a hand grabbed me and pulled me out and it turned out to be uma aunty
uma(closing the door): its not your room dear, and i guess it would be better if you don't go inside it again!
i nodded and went with her to my supposed room.
uma: it must be very tiring for you, go and take a bath!
riddhima: sure aunty.
i took a towel and went to the washroom for freshening up! later i came out wearing a bathrobe and for some reason i went near the mirror and was looking at my reflection... there was only a faint light n the room, which was from the lighted candles as i didn't bothered to turn on any lights
riddhima(thinking while caressing her hair): why did i even come here??? do i even know who this lady is??? then in what sense did i trust her and come here??? why do i feel like i came to the right place??
and out of the blue i felt two strong arms around my waist and without even saying a word, that person started twirling me around... i couldn't see that person's face as he was holding me from back but his touch reminded me of nothing but vansh! can it be him??? my doubt was now cleared when i saw his refection in the mirror. my eyes welled up, my struggles of getting off became nothing! i was going through a turmoil of emotions! should i be happy or sad that i am back in my predators cage without even doing anything???
suddenly the lights were on, and he saw my face! for a moment, we both were lost in each other's eyes! his eyes were telling me thousands of tales that we missed out in the last few years but then his betrayal flashed in my mind! how can i trust and love him again??? i think he got back to reality seeing my change in emotion and without any saying he just dropped me in ground! i screamed in pain and uma aunty who had on the lights was standing there stunned seeing everything. she ran to me and asked with concern
uma: are you fine beta??? i am sorry for what he did!
vansh: maa i thought its sia...
uma: what do you mean by you thought its sia??? don't you know she is out for her camp??? how can you be like this vansh?? this is our guest and i...
before she could complete her words, she got a call and excused herself from us. but not before asking that bastard to take care of me! am i kid that i need him?? i mockingly scowled in my mind and before i could say anything to him, he took me in his arms and kept me in the bed. while keeping he leaned too close than my comfort and his fake promises and words started ringing like an alarm in my mind that i pushed him off with a jerk! his face changed from dreamy to really angry one... as if i care!
vansh(fuming in anger): i was doing a help for you ms!!!
riddhima( looking straight into his eyes): i didn't ask for that too mr!
that's it, as usual he couldn't stand anyone back answering him! he came too near to me and hold my hands tightly making me wince in pain but i didn't say a word against it nor blasted out as it was nothing to the things he has given me in the past! my eyes were spitting fire whereas he was seen to be confused! coming more close
vansh(biting her earlobes): Who are you?? why do i feel like you are so close to my heart?? why do i feel like you are not just a guest but something more...
now is he serious??? did he really forget me?? a tear slipped my eyes with that mere thought and for some reason, his eyes softened and he wiped it out with so much care! i am really sure he is suffering from some mpd!!! but for a second, i felt like he is really my old vansh and he never did anything wrong to me... i was about to say something when we heard a sound
