Bad

I'm not ok 2

I'm gonna freak it out !
I'm such an ugly person,
I'm not good at anything...
And I can't love someone because I don't even love myself !
I hurt a lot of people,
People I love...
Just because of me,
Because I'm selfish
And unemotional.

I'm not good at school or in any sport,
I'm not good for music or sing,
And obviously I don't have any passion...

My soul left since the 3rd grade,
My heart broke at the same time.
My emotions go all over the place,
But my head is still empty...

All my life is a failure,
I hurt all the people I like
And I lose my smile when I'm alone.
I can't speak to anyone without hurting them...

I can't hold on anymore !!!
I lose myself and all I care,
I don't have any motivation or courage...

Sometimes I just want to die,
Just to know how it feel,
To know the peace of death.

I'm not gonna be happy anymore,
I just can't do that,
It's too hard for me,
And especially too late...
I'm just a body wrap.
I'm not the same person as before,
I'm not myself anymore...
Myself is no longer exists !