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The date (extra!)

Tw- panic attack. Cursing but extreme will be censored.

Yoongi nervously licked his lips as he pulled up to the restaurant.

"Um stay here Namjoon." He said smiling before heading out and rushing to the door.

Namjoon smiled. He couldn't describe this feeling but he loved it. The tingles in his stomach made him laugh.

"I wished I remembered..." he said sighing. Namjoon deeply wished he could remember everything but he didn't want history to repeat itself. 

He looked at his hand then his eyes trailed down to his wrist and he closed his eyes.

"Don't..." his shut his eyes.

"Please not again..p-please.." Namjoon's heart picked up. He felt his lungs just start to give up on him as he sucked in breaths fast.

Yoongi smiled as he went up to the manager at the front. But before he could say anything the manager frowned at him.

"I'm sorry if you're looking for a reservation it will be like in a few hours. It is extremely booked."

Yoongi bit his lip. Sh!t. He forgot to this this far ahead.

"Oh..that's fine can I order to go? Or is that-

"We can do that yes. But depends on what you're ordering it could take up to 25 minutes."

Yoongi thought about it.

"Well okay let me go talk about it with my partner of that's okay."

The manager nodded understandably.
"Of course."

As Yoongi walked toward the car he slowed down. His eyes falling on a shaking Namjoon.

"Nam-Namjoon!" He rushed inside the car. Just to see Namjoon shaking, his breaths quick and his eyes shut tightly as tears fell down his soft rosy cheeks.

"Hey. Hey follow my heartbeat." Yoongi said calmly gently holding Namjoon's hand and placing it on his chest. He slowly breathed watching as Namjoon slowly began to follow.

"Namjoon what's wrong-"

"I'm sorry! I-I di-didn't want you t-to know I didn't-didnt want to b-bother anyone!" Namjoon cried.

"Look at me In the eyes. You don't bother anyone. Don't do this to yourself again..I can't...god Namjoon I can't loose you again." Yoongi wiped Namjoon's eyes.

"You mean the goddamn universe to me. God even more than that. Nothing about you could ever bother me." Yoongi gripped Namjoon's hands tightly in his own.

"Namjoon please tell me when things like this happen. No one, especially you should suffer like this."

Namjoon felt the butterflies again.

"Why do you care...so much about me?..."

Yoongi smiled. "Because I love you."

Yoongi leaned in and Namjoon did aswell.
Namjoon's hand went to Yoongi's shoulder as he felt his lips on his own.

Namjoon loved this. Out of everything he didn't want to forget this night. Never.

"I love you too."

Part 2 coming soon about their ACTUAL date. Just wanted a little bit of angst.